addicted [hyunho]

[9] lies

!smut warning!
-lies-

Hyunjin's hands were still shaking when he put the phone down on his bedside table. His heart was hammering against his chest as well, as he started to overthink his decision. That seemed like his favorite activity lately.

He had just texted Minho, the first time since what had happened, to ask if they could talk. To his surprise, he had agreed, saying that they really had to talk it out.

This whole time Hyunjin had thought that Minho blamed him for what had happened and that he didn't want to see him anymore. Technically he still didn't know if those thoughts would turn out to be true, but for now he tried to calm himself down because Minho was on his way already.

Hyunjin tried to force those thoughts of a future with Minho out of his head, because right now they had to discuss important stuff and his feelings would have to wait.

...

Minho was equally nervous but for a different reason. He knew that his best friend would always be there for him, but he also knew that Hyunjin always did what he thought was right.

And Minho was scared that Hyunjin would tell Felix about that night. If Hyunjin did that, Minho would lose a lot, his life would change completely from one second to another and it all depended on this one talk he'd have with Hyunjin.

It depended on whether he could convince Hyunjin that it had only been a mistake and that he wouldn't repeat it. That he loved Felix and would never do this to hurt him on purpose.

"Where are you going?" Felix asked, walking out of the living room, when his boyfriend opened the door to leave.

"I'm visiting Hyunjin, he doesn't feel well." Only half of this was the truth, but it was just a small lie, it wouldn't hurt anyone.

"Oh, I hope he'll get better soon." The worry on Felix's face was clear and he pouted.

Then he leaned forward to quickly kiss Minho, before he could leave. The moment their lips touched was only short, but to Felix it felt as if Minho was uncomfortable kissing him. He frowned, when he pulled away, it had never been like this.

Usually, Minho melted into the kiss and cupped his cheek, but today he seemed as if he just wanted to leave.

When Minho noticed that his boyfriend was confused, as he pulled away, he leaned back in. He didn't want Felix to know that the reason behind his strange behavior was a certain memory.

The memory of his own lips touching Hyunjin's.

Cupping Felix's cheeks, Minho kissed Felix like he usually did and Felix brushed the thought he had just had about Minho feeling uncomfortable away. Maybe he had just imagined it.

"See you later." Minho winked at him and pressed a last kiss onto Felix's forehead, before hurrying out of the door.

...

When Hyunjin opened the door, everything almost felt normal, as if they weren't about to talk about a mistake that they had made. Minho stood in front of him with a small smile, only saying, "Hi, Jinnie." Before slipping past him into the apartment.

Just like he always did, Minho walked to the small couch, sitting down and waiting for Hyunjin to follow him. "How are you?" Hyunjin hesitantly asked. He felt so stupid for being shy, he was talking to his best friend. He shouldn't be nervous. Yet, he couldn't help those weird feelings to grow in his stomach.

"Good." Minho answered, obviously lying. "And you?"

If Minho wasn't honest, Hyunjin wouldn't be either. "Me too."