addicted [hyunho]

[19] tears

!smut warning!
-tears-

Felix had decided, that he couldn't do this anymore. He couldn't pretend to be in a happy relationship, just because he was too scared to tell Minho that he knew he was cheating.

He felt like he was being used and he was sick of Minho's constant lies. This lead nowhere, it only pushed the knife deeper into Felix's skin.

When Minho came out of their bathroom this evening, Felix was sitting on their bed, trying to find the right words to start a sentence. They were ready to go to bed and this time, Felix had sworn himself he would do it.

Minho was about to climb onto the bed, when he kissed Felix's forehead first, whispering, "I love you."

That simple sentence made Felix lose his patience and he couldn't hold himself back from asking, "Do you really, though?" His words sounded bitter.

Usually, Felix's heartbeat would have quickened, when Minho told him that he loved him. But now he only felt betrayed.

Minho frowned. "Of course I do, why would you ask that?" The answer came out easily and at first he believed his words, then he thought about it again. Did he still love Felix? If so, then why did he think about Hyunjin, even right now?

"Stop lying to me!" Felix raised his voice, already feeling overwhelmed. He hid his face behind his hands, not wanting to cry again.

"Baby, what are you talking about?" Minho's voice shook and he tried to take Felix's hands into his own to look at his expression. The blond uncovered his face, but instead of holding Minho's hands, he pulled them away and got up from the bed, looking angry.

Scared, Minho stood up as well, walking towards Felix, who took a step back. "You really think I don't know?" He laughed, but there was no happiness in the sound. He tried to focus on his anger to not start crying, he didn't want to seem vulnerable.

Panic flashed over Minho's face. He knew he didn't have a chance now. Felix knew and he would hate him forever. He had ruined everything they had built up together over the past two years, just like that.

"You know?" Suddenly he felt so small and he wanted to break down into tears even though he should have known this would happen. But he hadn't been able to prepare himself for this moment.

"You didn't-" Felix took a deep breath. "You didn't hang up the phone when you were with Hyunjin."

Minho's face was pale and it was obvious that he was shocked. So that's how he had found out? Minho caught himself blaming Hyunjin because he had accepted the call in the first place, but he knew it was his own fault. He had started shaking and he didn't dare meeting Felix's gaze full of fury.

"When did it start?" He wasn't even sure if he wanted this information, but he was curious to at least know where they went wrong.

"You remember your business dinner?" Minho carefully responded, taking a step back when Felix's head shot up.

Of course he remembered that evening. He had proposed that Minho and Hyunjin could go to the club to get rid of their stress. He hadn't meant fucking each other with that!

"That was months ago!" Felix almost screamed, his voice breaking when the first tear rolled down his cheek. "I can't believe you did that to me! To us."

He didn't know how to handle all the emotions, that were flooding through his body right now. So he took the first thing he could reach and hit Minho with it. He was lucky it was just a pillow and Felix was shaking so much, he wasn't strong right now anyway.