i'm not good enough. i'm not wanted. i'm not okay. i'm not happy. i'm not angry. i'm not sad. i'm not fine, so what do i feel?
what is there to feel? i should be happy. i should feel wanted. i should be okay.
i have someone i trust, someone i love, someone who loves me, yet i don't feel like he wants me.
so, why me? why would you love someone who can't take care of themself?
tw sh
i don't want to cut myself
i don't want to pick up the blade
