If Loving You Is Wrong..

Chapter 10 - Spin Bout You.

"Cause I can't stop fucking you, and I don't want someone new cause boy you really him, and I think I'm obsessed with you."- Ann Marie "My Obsession."

Egypt couldn't help the tears that ran down her face as she looked in the mirror. Today was the day that everything she worked so hard for would finally pay off. Nobody knew the struggles she faced while going through college and she was just happy to have conquered them all. None of this would have been possible without God and her family and she was beyond thankful.

India walked up behind her sister and wiped away the tears that were appearing. She was super proud of her and she also begin to shed a few tears herself. India loved her twin and knew that Egypt worked very hard for everything she was accomplishing. She deserved everything that was destined for her.

"Hey bitch watch those tears, you smudging my hard work." India sobbed. India was a makeup artist so she beat Egypt's face to the gods. There was no doubt about it that she looked absolutely stunning. Egypt's hair was tied up into a curly messy bun with a curled bang slightly covering her left eye. She wore a knee length white dress that cut down into the middle shape of a V. She wore gold Christian Louboutin pumps with her clutch purse and earrings to match. She held tightly to her necklace that contained her mother's ashes. She would have done anything to have her mother there to share her accomplishments with her. Her heart slowly begin to hurt thinking about it.

India noticed and took Egypts face into her hands. "She is always with us, in spirit and in memory. She is so proud of you sister and she's going to be right there smiling down on you as you walk across that stage. Now let's go get Big Mama before she has a fit!" India laughed.

During all the chaos Egypt couldn't help but to think of Ja. She never would have thought that he wouldn't be there to celebrate with her. One of the biggest moments in her life was occurring, and the person she wanted to spend it with the most wasn't anywhere to be found. She stood in line looking in the direction towards the stage knowing she would be called next. Her palms sweated as she wiped them against her thighs. She was so nervous and excited all in one. She could taste the success and her dream life wasn't that far away.

"Egypt Sinclair." The director spoke into the microphone. She walked across the stage hearing Big Mama and India scream at the top of their lungs. She had to bite the inside of her jaw to contain herself from laughing. She did it and it felt better than ever. After the graduation was finished she walked to the cafeteria where her family waited. Big Mama pulled her in for a hug jumping up and down. "You did it my baby I am so proud of you!" She screeched. She handed Egypt a bouquet of red roses knowing those were her favorites. "I know your mama is smiling down from heaven right now!"
"Thank you Big Ma-" Egypt begin but couldn't finish as she watched Ja walk towards her direction.

Instantly she felt the butterflies flutter in her stomach and her mouth begin to water. He looked so good wearing a brown Coach shirt with the tennis shoes and beanie to match. It was windy outside so he sported a puffer jacket and jeans. He was carrying a money bouquet with hundred dollar bills wrapped around each rose. In his right hand he was carrying a Chanel bag that held a purse. Ja'mere knew him and Egypt wasn't speaking at the moment but he told himself that he wouldn't miss this day for anything. She meant that much to him and even though they hadn't said they loved each other he knew that's exactly what it was. Love.

Ja'mere eyes were stuck as he traced over her dress that hugged her body like it was painted on her. His baby was so beautiful and he couldn't help but smile as he watched her become speechless. Leaning down he grabbed her by her waist slightly picking her up from the floor. "I missed you too ma, congratulations." He whispered. Egypt wrapped her arms around his neck and held on like she would never see him again. She felt so good and safe in his arms and she wanted to stay there forever. The way her frame fit so perfectly with his it was hard not to melt into him. Her panties instantly got wet as his cologne trapped inside her nostrils, he always smelled so good.