Tamia
"Whewwwew" I said outta breath
"u need help sis" los asked and I nodded he grabbed the box and took it to the storage room
"can u bring the other two back here, I already signed for it" I asked and he nodded
we at the warehouse doing the finishing touches but we got stuff coming in, so I thought I was finna leave and go get something to eat but I got extra shit to unpack and set up. Plus I gotta drop these packages off.
soon we got have a mail truck coming out to pick 'em up cus chyyyy I gotta get ready to have this baby. I still gotta get her room together and make sure vontae good and still get the attention he need.
he with his Mimi and papa right now. I was supposed to be picking him up in 20 minutes but that's gone have to get pushed back cuz these packages
"bae gone head and get vontae we got it" Jayden said
"good cus im starving" I said quickly grabbing my bag
"I love you" I kissed him
"I love you more. imma cashapp ya. and imma meet you at the house" he told me kissing me again
ever since I got pregnant again he became more in love I feel like. He stay just admiring me, telling me how beautiful I am and how much he love me. always telling me he love his family and he ah do anything for us.
I swear I love him and the person he trying to become.
"wait bae one thing" he said stopping me in my tracks
"these" he said dragging the wagon with the packages
"oh yeah" I laughed as we walked out
he put it in the trunk for me. "call me if you need me" he told me before walking back in, I closed my car door and started the car up, my phone started playing music and I pulled off
Imma drop these packages off first before I do anything cus once I get vontae and this food imma forget ong
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"big za" vontae yelled from the backseat making me die laughing
"I be making plays like Phil Jackson baby, come and fw mr. Makeithappen baby" I rapped recording us
"im in traffic babyyyyy" vontae laughed and I laughed more
I swear I love being a boy mom. my jit so funny and cool dawg god knew I needed him. I can't wait to see how he act with his baby sister.
Ik juicy gone love her, dats all she ever talk about.
When I get home imma get vontae to help me get her room together a lil bit after we eat.
I look in the mirror and seen the same car that was behind me since I went to Wendy's . So me being me because I know where im at I took a left and they took a left behind me. So I took another left den a right and Dey did the same thing
"vontae sit still for me baby" I said and he sat still
I turn left coming up by Walmart, at this point im driving everywhere but towards the house while they followed me
"yea bae" Jayden answered immediately
"hey da" vontae yelled hearing his voice thru the speakers
"wassup my boy" jt laughed
"bae this car following behind me" I said
"way df u at" he asked and I heard his car going fast
"by Walmart on main street" I said
"gtf from round dey" he told me
"Come towards Kroger im right here" he told me
"ok" I said making a u turn
"man they on my ass" I said looking back at vontae
"come towards me bae I promise just try to get to me" he said
I came up on the Kroger before I heard hella shots going off, I turned left as bullets flew in the car, I felt a sting in my arm and I accidentally let go of the wheel and we crashed.
Jt
"they Ight" von asked running in the hospital
"idk yet dey ain't saying nothing" I paced the floor back and forth
"calm down bru" von told me
"man you talm bout calm down, I just seen my fucking son laid out unconscious with blood coming from his head I can't calm down" I raised my voice ah lil bit
"I understand-"
"u don't tho. both of my kids plus the only female I ever in life loved back dey fighting for dey life cus of me. im tryna fucking change Von niggas keep fucking wit me and mines bruh" i whispered yelled
"still nothing" Mia momma informed us coming from the back
"don't stress son, my babies strong. her and javontae gone be fine" Mia momma told me
when Mia was coming up on the Kroger, soon as I had eyes on her car I heard gunshots going off. So ofc I got out my car and shot back at dey car but by dat time Mia had done crashed.
I kept shooting at the other car but once I seen Mia car crashed I ain't shoot nomo I went straight to them. Mia was still awake but she got shot inna arm, vontae ain't get hit at all but I think the glass cut his head and with all that dumping it knocked him unconscious
my whole fucking heart stopped completely when I see my son like that. like I cried Fr fuck allat tryna be gangsta tryna be hard, I know im really that but ts going to far. ion play bout my kids dawg
"Jayden baby go smoke and clear your mind ik you stressing" Mia momma rubbed my back and i sigh
"im ight" i ensured her
"baby please yo nerves real bad, ya shaking you doing the same thing my husband do. just go hit the blunt and come right back" she told me
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"still ain't hear nothing" Mya asked me and i shook my head
I had my hoodie on, head down. thinking bout killing the next mf to ask me a slow ass question about hearing some shit. we all sitting here together how df imma hear sum y'all don't ?
"family of Tamia Goodwin and Javontae Miller" the nurse said and we all stood up
"immediate family" she said once she seen all us
"this is the immediate family-" Mia momma stated
"look bitch we been here all fucking day tryna see wtf going on with my daughter and grandson we not finna do this playing shit yall been playing all damn day" Mia daddy went off
cus ong wtf
"Tamia is fine, the baby is fine. she did take a shot to the arm but she should heal quickly. since she's pregnant we can do much such as pain wise because certain medication can hurt the baby, so I did give her something that is baby safe I sent her some to the pharmacy as well. she should be released in a couple days"
"what about Ja'vontae" I asked
"he is still sleeping but he's fine. He has a couple straps and scratches from the glass, he had a concussion but he's fine now. But he is sleeping at the moment, I say let him get some rest because he is tired" she said
"they can have visitors" my momma asked and she nodded
"Vontae is in room 625, Tamia is 517" she told her
"im going to see vontae tell mia I'll be dey" I told them quickly walking off
I need to lay eyes on my boy before anything.
