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"boyyy when I tell y'all shit back home getting ugly ts getting ugly" quan said as we packed the bags of weed in the boxes
"ts ain't got shit to do wit us nomo" I told him
"kp say dem boys on us" quan told me and I looked at him before he pulled out his phone showing me pictures and videos of the niggas down here by da store close to the street we stay on
"aye im finna head home" I said standing up tucking my Glock
Ever since them 2 last situation when a house being set on fire and dem shooting Mia car up ion even play like dat. I got 3 kids na Ian going for nun and everybody know dat
"fs dat lil bru. imma drop ts off to you when I get it" quan said
"fs. lock ts up fa me" I told him before walking out
I went to my car and called Mia, it took her a minute but she answered with the phone to the ceiling.
"yea bae" she said sounding like she was sleep
"yall sleep" I asked her
"mhm" she mumbled
"u want sum to eat or sum while im out" I asked
"I cooked dinner. yo plate ina microwave" she told me
"Ight. stay otp im almost dey" I told her
"ok" she mumbled
it ain't dat late it's going on 10. I had bags and shit to ship out. Mia was there but she left once it was time to get vontae from school. My ass be at da warehouse all day. cus if I was back home I'll be out serving all day
I gotta keep myself doing sum, ion feel right just sitting there not doing nun when ik I can be making money.
but I did tell mia we can go on a family vacation just us and the kids maybe, idk maybe da gang and Dey kids.
once I got to the house I unlocked da door and went in before putting da lock on da door. I wanted to go straight to the kitchen to see what she cooked but I gotta go kiss on her first
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I laid there while Mia slept peacefully on my chest, my hands rested on her lower back and I just watched tv. I wasn't really even watching I was just deep in my thoughts
these last 2 years I really changed my life around. after having my 2nd child I realized it's way more den selling weed, killing, being on the block, and going out grant I still sell . But I actually got kids to live for. ion want them like me growing up without a dad.
then I got juicy and dayday I gotta really look after. idk wassup with dayday but he wanna be a thug, idk it's me and da guys or what but ion like dat. we moved away from da hood for a reason.
It always been alot on me since a kid I never get a chance to just relax and have no worries I always got some shit to worry about. I be needing a break from ts
My phone went off so I grabbed it, it was the alarm system so I quickly went to see. it said motion detected so I started watching the cameras on my phone Ian see nun tho
I kept watching while I slid from under mia. I grabbed my gun and went to check da house, first room I checked was vontae room, jr crib in there until he get big enough to get his own room. I seen vontae and lani was sleeping together with jr in the middle of them. I made sure the window was lock den I left it
I checked the whole house even outside it was nun, maybe im just paranoid asf.
Tamia
I felt light kisses on my back making me immediately turn around and smile making Jayden laugh and hug me. such a lover boy
"you wasn't there when I woke up" i told him
"yeah i been sitting downstairs" he said
"U okay" i asked and he nodded before kissing me
yall know ik when something wrong wit my man and something definitely bothering him.
I walked out the bathroom with him behind me holding on to my waist. He pulled me on his lap and kissed my back again making me laugh
"boyyy" I laughed making him laugh
"im fucking witchu" he mumbled on my neck
"u wanna take da kids to breakfast when dey get up" I asked
"yeah" he mumbled
"Jayden u been up all night" I asked
"mhm" he mumbled and i stood up
"why" I said crossing my arms
"I ain't been sleepy" he said rudely
"u ain't been sleepy" I asked rolling my eyes
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"mimi house for the weekend" vontae smiled running to my momma car
"bye mommy" jalani waved
"bye I love yall" I yelled
"love you mommy" they yelled
my dad carried jr car seat with him sleeping to the car. I totally forgot they wanted the kids this weekend I was finna take them out.
they daddy in the house sleep with a attitude wit me but idc. im finna go wake him up since im bored and da kids gone. I closed and locked the door and went upstairs to da the room see Jayden up on his phone.
"I thought u been sleep" I said
"I can't sleep. where da kids" he asked
"with my momma and daddy" I told him
"why u can't sleep" I asked sitting on da bed
"Idk" he shrugged
"Jayden..."
"fr" he told me
"what's wrong" I asked getting frustrated
"Ain't nun bothering me" he said standing up walking the room going into our bathroom
"why u saying it like dat" I mugged him
"cus yo ass keep aggravating me" he said
"Ight bet" I simply replied and grabbed my phone
I hate when he do that, he always pushing me away everytime im tryna help him. ever since i met him that's all he ever did. its like he scared imma judge him or leave him or sum weird shit. He be acting like he can't talk to me
but he want me to tell him about all my problems.
"i wasn't saying it like dat" he said tryna kiss me but i moved
"youn wanna kiss me" he asked mugging me
"no" i rolled my eyes and he side eyed me
"u been moody all day" I told him
