had me at my sweetest,
saw me at my weakest,
you give in to my loving
yet why i'm still begging?
breathe in the smoke,
hands under my clothes–
would rather drown in beer,
than to swim in an ocean of tears?
should've been warned
by the signs from the start
or if you're only honest.
you needed somebody
when smokes ain't enough
or when nights are getting lonely.
maybe,
i asked things too much,
its me,
at my most emotional.
think i'm better off without you,
nights seem peaceful being alone,
fair for me to be in shades of blue,
best to spend my midnights at home.
so I'm calling it off.
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sweet dreams, beautiful nightmares
Poetryit was a beautiful dream, until it wasn't. (2024)