TERI AANKHON MEIN

SHOCK

                               YASHII

Dear diary,

I just don't know what my life wants from me. I just fed up of my life and my destiny. I just want to escape from this cruel world or wanna run somewhere and hidemyself somewhere , where no one oe the people who just spoil my life for their benift and used mee for don't know what.

Currently , I am sitting in my so called room in a wedding lehnga which was beautifully design but I just want to run from this because it's a force marriage

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5 Hours back
 
I was sleeping in my room and sunrays came towards me and kissed mee and I just got from thr bed and praying to god for my better life
then I listen my mumma's recording in which ahe was saying

"I LOVE YOU MY BAACHAA , I AM SORRY I AM NOT WITH YOU BUT DON'T WORRY MY SOUL WILL ALWAYS AROUND YOU TO HELP YOU AND SATY THERE FOR YOU
I JUST WANT YOU TO FIGHT WITH WHOLE YOUR STRENGTH BACK AND MOST IMPORTANT THING YOU ARE A VERY VERY STRONG GIRL OF MINE , YOUR MUMMA WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER , AND PLEASE MY BACHA DON'T FEEL WEAK AND ALONE , I KNOW I AM NOT THERE AND SOME USELESS PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS BE HURTING YOU BUT DON'T WORRY WHEN I WILL GO TO YOUR PRECIOUS KRISHNA AND I WILL ASK HIM TO GIVE YOU THE BEST

"I LOVE YOU " MY BABY

And this was the last sentence of my mumma's recording
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I was doing my morning business when suddenly my doors opened with a jerk and a little fear for on my face as I looked up seeing the person to whom I hate the most , my dadd
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Author's note

To move to the next part ,  just to inform you that there be violence and may be sensitive so I suggest if you are a snesitive person or can be disturbed by the violence so please I reuest you to start reading after this mark 👇

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He came towards me and pulled my hair very roughly and then he said the worst words

"You girl , I just don't need your answer , it's my order that you will be marrying  tomorrow with the world king for sure .

I was in a lot of pain and suddenly he yelled at me holding my hair in a tight grip

But why ? Why me papa. I just don't want to marry , not anyone. Please I beg you please , please papa , I don't want to marry , please, I beg you

Then he suddenly slapped me tight on my face and due to instant action I fall on the ground and again he pulled my hairs very tightly with his one hand and hold my cheeks with so much roughness and said " I just don't ask your permission, I am giving you an order , so don't dare to go against me otherwisee be ready for your punishment" he said

"Papa , please I beg you please ,I don't want to marry neither him nor anyone and even I don't know about him , nothing please , please please and I burst into tears and suddenly realise verh much pain in my back and when I look upwards I saw him holding  his belt and coming yo hit me with it again and then he just came towards him hitting me like I am a toy , on which is going all off his anger
" your fucking girl , I din't know why the world famous king asked for your proposal as a marriage but not riti 

(Riti  - step sister)

He just want to marry you fool
and again hit me with his belt

Now what your answer "Are you marrying him or not ,  for the food I have given to you to survive , the shelter I have given you to live and just need all my money back which I waste on you and you have to marry him because if you marry him I will be also the king'd father-in-law and it help me to expand my business
and he hit me again with his belt at my back and said so what's your answer
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yess, I will marry him. I said   ......    

And he went to doors and shut it like what and I just burst into tears
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I just want to die and just want to go to my mumma and actually I want a sleeo full of peace but no , I am just listening to the recordinf of my mumma and took all my strength and power to let it be and yhis marriage will also give benfit to me thst I can rid you this house , people , specially the person which I hate the most

Yashiiii

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Currently

sitting in a havan kund and proceding with the last marriage rituals of sindor when the person who will be my soon husband , putting sindoor in my maang and while feeling it some sindoor fell on my nose and then pandit jit said
Its good indication and they live hapily together with all love and care
but I was like a living corpse and just doing what told me to do
and then those words can be heard which I hate the most

Now , you are husband and wife

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Author note

I feel very bad for little yashvi , she is bearing to much , and very hard to right all this but there is a reason against thisand also yashvi didn't know what will be happening in her life now and her life will be of full of joy, care , happiness and love

sorry for this violence