BabyDoll

New start comes to a end

I open my eyes feeling trapped arms and legs tied  together. And something on my neck. I look round I'm in a cell that's in closed. Not knowing where I am I try to remain emotionless showing no signs of fear.

People walking in. I look at the figures analysing them it was dark skinned man with an eye patch and the two men from the bridge. I smirk

"Hey muscles.... Soldier" I smirk a little bit. They all stand in front of my isolated prison that sits in the middle of the room. "What is your mission" the dark skinned man says sternly. I laugh at little bit throwing my head back and bringing it back to make eye contact with the one eyed man. " to find your eye" the man's face softens an eyebrow raising as if he is making his own profile for me. He turns to the exit. "Barnes. Make it quick" he says exiting. "Estella.... Come on this isn't you" I scrunch my face together" who the hell is estella ?" I turn to the blonde man " so .... How's your girlfriend pretty boy" staring into his know angered eyes smirking " she will be fine but she lost a lot of blood. She nearly died you bitch." He says angered stepping towards the cell only to be held back with one hand my the winter solider. "Look " I say looking down pretending to look hurt and upset. I look back up to meet with his now sad eyes intrigued by what I might say. If I'm being sincere. "I'm sorry It's..." I sigh sniffling a little "it's not my fault she was a little bitch" I say smirking holding back a laugh making his face change again making him punch the cell glass making a large crack making me laugh more " She would have died a pussy" me smirking and laughing which makes him punch the glass again breaking the glass break into thousands of pieces. That was easy. Him walking up to me. Just to be held back by his friend. His face now inches away from mine with his friend trying to tell him to get off me. I smirks "what's the problem..... pretty boy. Did I get under your skin. Did I hit a nerve." He punches me square in the face and backing away from me. My head is thrown back from the impact I slowly rise my head pretending to be in pain seeing them both looking at me. Then I smirk showing the punch didn't affect me. But my nose and lips were bleeding. I laugh evilly " i expected more from you muscles.... That was disappointing.. try it again but this time swing back a bit more get some more power behind it" making him go to run up to me but being held back by the winter soldier. He pushes the blonde man out of the room leaving me and him the only ones in the room. Looking at the winter soldier up and down to take his looks in. Wasn't going to lie he was gorgeous. " I've never seen him so angry you know. Ever. " he says now a few steps away from me putting his hands in his pockets . " I tend to have that affect on people" I say laughing. I now shift slightly. "How do you know me? And why am I in your memories if I have no memory of you." I say curiously " I used to work for the organisation hydra for years against my will. And after every mission they would wipe our memories. Making us believe hydra is the good guys but it turns out they are a terrorist organisation." I furrow my eye brows together "funny" I say not believing him one bit. " you can just kill me here right know if you want. Because it won't matter. As they say ... if a head is cut of, two more shall take its place" I say smirking " Hail Hydra " something in him changes his body tenses and he looks frightened. " I see that affects you soldier.... Why?" I say looking into him trying to read him. "It was my past a past I want to forget forever." He says sadly " why soldier we just want to help you reach full potential .... Help us save the world." Something snaps in him. "NO" his sudden out burst is quite surprising but now i know how to get under his skin " No, sorry they are not saving the world astella they are killing it!! But you are being controlled into thinking the opposite. They have you wrapped round their finger. A strong independent individual that can help them with there plans and dirty work. I no because they did the same to me" I look at him and nod "ok" i say bluntly. "ok? Is that it" he asks pleading that this can all be over " well I don't see why I shouldn't believe you I mean you saved me from them why would you lie to me." I say trying to be serious. He smiles " I knew you'd understand" I almost laugh at how gullible this man is. "Look I know you probably don't trust me because I'm a bad person but these restraints are killing my arms and legs" he sighs " it's not that I don't trust you it's just.. you know what fine you can have a minute with them of.." he walks up to me kneeling in front of me taking my feet straps of and you going to my hands and taking them off. "Am I ok just to stand for a second" I say with "sad" eyes "... fine I'm trusting you so pls don't pull anything" he says being so gullible. " look.. thank you James I know I'm a monster and all." I say "your not a monster in my eyes estella"he says being honest "good then you won't mind if I do this then" is say smirking. "Wha-" I kick him backwards in the stomach sending him backward. I push my hands forwards to try lift him but realise my power have been disabled. "I guess we are doing the old fashion way then" I mumble and alarms start ringing. Bucky trying to stop me and fight me he swings with his right arm I lean back dodging it I kick him back again sending him flying. Several agents enter and I smirk "fuck yeah" fighting of the agents easily leaving them all on the floor the door was wide open I run out looking left and right going left I see 4 agents running at me I run towards them punching one the front and smashing my head against the one next to the agent 2 left I punch I in the stomach and kick his legs from under him and the last agent grabbing my arm. I stop looking down at my arm "awww guess you got me " elbowing his nose. " pathetic " I spit I look back seeing a group of guards running at me. So I start running not having a clue where to go I get to a massive open room with chairs in what looks like a cafeteria. I see a human sized cat. Yes you heard me right "what. The . Fuck" the cat sprinting at me jumping at me. I just kick its face as it leaps at me making it fall to the ground. It gets back on its hands and feet like a cat ready to pounce on me. It makes me snort at the pathetic excuse of a superhero " I've seen it all really" it jumps at me again rising to its two feet kicking and punching me. It was just like a cat fight. Ironic right. I kick the feet from under the cat thing lying on the floor I jump on top of it punching the face a few times before I hear the agents from before I quickly get up and run but as I was about to leave the cat scratched the back of my calve I look at the cat eyebrow raised and carry on running. Two guards appear letting the other agents catch up there 10 agents surrounding me with knife's and ...black sticks? I put my hands up surrendering. "I surrender" I say smirking jumping at the agent in front of me. Taking on 10 agents at one was tough not gunna lie but I found a pistol on the last agents leg I take it kick the last agents. Running again a blood stain running behind me. Until I feel as if I'm being blasted. But doesn't seem to work on me and a man with glasses and a suit on. he looks quite cool. He try's attacking me. His attacking style was quite different instead of going for the face he try's blasting my body. Smart. He's trying to tire me out. I kick his stomach sending him back on his arse. I look down at him. " I like you. Your smart. Well nice knowing you" I point the pistol at his heart just for him to not react to it and just bounce off his chest. My eyebrow raises. He smirks " hi Tony stark. Genius , billionaire, playboy , philanthropist" I smile " nice to meet you mr stark. Until we meet again" I nod at him before running again. I see the exit I run towards it shooting some agents foot that runs at me. I get outside. Still running senselessly not knowing where to go I see a door with a big set of stairs. I groan. I run up the stairs running past lots of doors to be brought to the helicopter pad seeing a helicopter I jump inside of it trying to figure out how to start it finally I figure it out but as I start to go up the door swings open. Blondie and Bucky stood there running at the helicopter both grabbing the bottom bit " just piss of" trying to fly of to see Bucky is holding onto the railing and helicopter trying to stop the helicopter from leaving. Wow he's strong. Really fucking strong. That hot I smirk I turn the helicopter of causing it to drop making him start to drop I see the place is surround with water I quickly make my escape out of the helicopter and jump towards the water falling into it. I surface seeing light I look around the helicopter fell into part of the outside of the place no serious damage. I quickly swim towards land looking back to see if I was alone.

I was. Alone. My neck gets electrocuted I pull the neck restraint of which had broke because of the water damage. I feel powerful. My power comes back to me. About time. Bit too late tho. I get to shore and I lean against the tree trying to catch my breath. Just processing what's about to come of my life. Hydra don't know where I am. Thinking of Buckys memorise I start to think of what he said. He can't just magic them thoughts into his brain unless he's magic which I can confirm he's not. He's strong I'll give him that but there's nothing going on up in that thing he calls a head.

Maybe he was telling the truth what if everything he's told me is true. And what if my name is Astella. I like that. It's different. I look out towards the building which now has trees on fire round it and the hole in the wall. I did that. I smile.

A thought appears in my mind. I am going to run. I am going to go into hiding. I'm good at that. It's what I'm trained to do. Might as well try.The worst that can happen. I get myself killed. Yeah it sounds abit brutal but it's true the worst scenario I get killed which quite frankly no one would care about. That's what happens when you've been imprisoned your whole life. Finding out my life is a lie. No one knows who you are and no one cares. They just count the body's that have piled up over my time of living which I don't mind I deserve it but I haven't had a chance to live. But know I can try and live. Regardless of my past I am a new person, not phantom.... Astella? I will find out the truth for myself who is hydra truly  who are them people that spoke to me what is real? What is fake...?

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2 months pass : Mexico
Astellas pov:

I walk around in my cream vest and my blue jean shorts. And a pair of Nike blazers. And a base ball cap on to keep the sun of my face.

I walk through the market grabbing some fruit and veg. I pay the lovely lady named Pricilla. I see her every week when I come to get my essentials. She is such an angel she is 68 years old women trying to keep a roof over her very extended family. "Hola Priscilla, ¿cómo estás?" (Hey Pricilla, how you doing ?) her cheeks a bright shade of pink "Stella mi querida soy asombrosa como estas flor" (Stella, my darling i am amazing how are you flower?) I blush at her nicknames "Estoy bien, gracias" (I am great thank you) she smiles handing me my bag full of goods "gracias cici" ( thank you cici ) she smiles her wrinkles beautifully covering her tanned face. "adios cici" (bye cici).

Letting the hot air hit my skin it's summer and it is beautiful. This free life is not bad at all. No one can tell me what to do. I am free I have adapted to my newfound name and I think it suits me I still live with my trauma of my past but this beautiful county makes me feel warm inside. Of course I will never be free from my past this is apart of me now it will always be I don't know anything about my life outside of hydra but I don't think I'm ready to find out either. I found out the truth about hydra and found out who I spoke to I the past it's true. They were trying to help me. But my life is here now. So I thought .

I'm walking back slowly to my apartment passing lots of shops and people until. I stop in my tracks. him. Right in front of me . He wears a pair of shorts and Hawaiian button up completely unbuttoned revealing his toned abs and his incredible body structure. His dog tags dangling from his neck gently laying against his hard chest. He looks like a god just standing there staring at me with his blue eyes that look like they hold secrets. His hair no longer long tho he has cut it short it suits him. Both styles are hot. The long hair was hot. He's hot.

But I can't let him ruin my free life, I look round he looks like he is alone. But he thinks I'm stupid he's not alone. I might be free but Ive not turned stupid. I walk up to him body's inches away from one another's faces close "what do you want" I say trying not to show emotion. I can still be the person hydra trained me to be. It might not be right but that's all I know to do. " your really hard to find you know" he says softly "well that was the aim" I say sarcastically he laughs letting his gaze drop slightly then move back to my eyes " look I'm sorry I know what this is all like I tried to run. But I kept being found. I gave in and I am now living my best life." He say " I am living my best life James" I say sweetly not a drop of venom coming from me being genuine with him. He nods "come with us, get revenge" I shake my head "you know I can't do that James, all of them hate me one way or another I burnt down half a building and destroyed there things and agents. I am a monster. I am better away from that." He nods "ok I understand, look I'll make you a deal. Come with me and I will prove you wrong you have a chance to be loved you can have people who care about me and I'm not saying it has to be certain people get out into the world make friends and if you don't like it... I will bring you back here and live your life alone." His words make me think. Why am I considering his words. I don't want to be alone but I can't trust myself with people. "Fuck it"