in my dealings with mechanical workings of my soul
i found the way i trust
you must either be so outgoing and comforting
that my brain connects the dots naturally
or i must put my thoughts aside
and expose myself for all to see
just to know that they won't do anything
with the information i give them
surface level connections do nothing for me
internally i hate myself for making them
they truly have no place, for me in any case
it makes the feeling of trust that much more valuable
each and every time i recieve it.
because i know some don't strive for such
and i know it either happens naturally with time
or it happens through repeated reliance
but i wish i could be a tool for such
and able to be relied on
i wanna show my worth
because i may know my worth,
but i want to prove it for the purposes of trust
to give you a reason to be able to trust me
because is it really trust
if you don't really feel support from them?
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I'll Be Fine (pt. 2 of 2)
Poetrypoetry showing my stress. relieving, coping, really. continuing to add poems, sometimes daily. use this as place to talk about your own frustrations and dances with pain and strife
