abhimaan ~ My Style

Comforting eachother

Abhira's POV

I woke up feeling as if I have just lifted the weight of the world. Slowly i opened my eyes and saw  all the bacha party lying around me. I said in cracked voice "Aryan.." that got everyones attention and everyone rushed  towards me and were fussing over me telling me I am brave, asking me about my health and what not. So I yelled "chup. Tum sab sath mai bologe to kaise mujhe kuch samjh aayega mere do hi kaan hai" everybody muttered a sorry and then Aryan said "woh bhabhi we are here so that Bhai wouldn't scold u" "tumhe lagta hai tumhara Bhai mujhe dath sagta hai?" I asked. They all chuckled and I smiled with them and asked "tum sabko meri itni chinta kyu hai?" "Woh kya hai na AAP hi to ho Jo iss ghar mai hamari bat sunti ho" said Kiara. "Hame support karti ho. Armaan bhaiya bhi karte hai but unse thoda zyada app karte ho"  krish replied and Aryan added "aur to aur iss ghar ki sherni ho AAP Jo the great khdoosman aur unki great dadi sa ko bhi sambhal sakti ho" and that just made all of us laugh.

Suddenly my eyes caught his eyes. Looking at me with so much intensity. In this 6 months so much changed between us. From Our way of looking at each other to our way of expressing ourselves. And not just with him with everyone my relationship has been changed. Our eye contact was broken when armaan came inside and looked at all of us angrily. Shifted his eyes towards me and said "tumhe .." "sorry" i interrupted "tumne mujhe kyu" "sorry" again. "Mujhe bolne dogi" "sorry". He huffed angrily. Ran his hands through his hair and was about to say something but ruhi interrupts and says "dono shant ho jao aur Shanti se bat Karo ham sab jate hai". And then they all left and closed the door. Me and armaan were just looking at eachother. Conversing so many things at the same time it felt like forever but it were mere seconds i got up and ran towards him and even he has the same idea. We hugged till we couldn't breath but it wasn't enough we both were trying to make sure that we both are safe and with each other. I don't know how long we stayed like that but we pulled out of the hug and I looked into his eyes which were so full of concern, care and something i can't pin point. "Thank you armaan " i said . After hearing this his eyes were filled with anger he slowly pulled out of the hug and turned other side and said "jao Jake so jao" "nahi mujhe neend nahi aayi" "abhira Maine kaha so jao" "arre mai koi kumbhkaran hu bol Diya so jao to Jake so jaungi" he turned towards me and said in a sarcastic manner "well kumbhkaran nahi tum to jhasi ki Rani ho na, Jo yuddh ke maidan Mai jung ladne chali gai". I sighed "khdoosman I am sorry I worried you but mujhe kuch sujh hi nahi Raha tha. Mere dimag sirf ek cheez par tha ki mujhe tumhe aur tumhari family ko protect karna hai" "kyu tum security guard , body guard ya police ho jisse hame protect karna tha" "mai tumhari wife hu" and that just shut him up. "Tumhari family chahe dikhaye na but sab meri care karte hai. Including dragon sa" I said. He looked at me and asked with so much vulnerability "aur mai, mai tumhari care nahi karta, mai tumhari bat nahi sunta, ha" he pulled me towards him by holding my waist "tumhe mujpe trust hi nahi tha ki mai tumhari Jaan bachata, ki protect karta bolo". "Ha karte na protect bilkul waise, jab yuvraj mujhe goli Marne wala tha goli ke samne aake" i said with tears in my eyes. "abhira, mam ne bhi to mere liye yahi Kiya tha " he replied "exactly armaan, mai appne life mai bhot saare logo ko kho chuki ho tumhe khone ka power nahi hai mujhe". I looked at him with so much sadness and vulnerability which is there somewhere inside me but i don't show it to other people but with armaan it's different i don't know why."You know what !!!! I fucking can't stay mad at you " he hugged me again. And i laughed my heart out and said in between the hug "mai hu hi itni cute. Tum kya Jano tumhe kitni cute biwi mili hai". He shakes his head while laughing and thank God he forgot that he was mad at him. We hugged each other again and suddenly the door burst open and came in the whole gang I mean the family except dadi sa and fufa sa. "Hash hame to laga tum dono lad rahe ho !" Armaan's mom said. Papa butted in and said"arre bacho ko disturb mat Karo chalo tum sab" all laughed and went to their respective rooms.