𝐌𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐚𝐭 𝐇𝐨 𝐆𝐚𝐲𝐢 𝐇𝐨𝐠𝐢

𝟒𝟔- 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒖𝒎𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒆𝒅

It's a long chapter which will reveal his childhood traumas. It has lot of pain, but humor & mature content too.

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One night before going to Pakistan. He had the childhood nightmare again thinking of going back to Pakistan somewhere haunted his soul.

He woke up breathing heavily and she woke up too as he was on her chest.

"What happened Sherry? Are you okay? Does..your heart..pains?" She stuttered at last in fear

"No...j..just a nightmare" he said breathing heavily and she gave him water, he gulped it in a go

"You can tell me what is it... you'll feel light. I'll be your confidante my love" she said peppering kisses on his face

"Promise me you won't call me a coward" he asked

"I promise" she said taking him again on his chest. She was half laid on bed with back on headboard

"So Listen...

Flashback
I was 9 yrs old

I was returning home after playing Cricket, I saw a young man begging on road helplessly.

"I'll give you money uncle, my father has a lot of money" I said innocently

I ran to my home, went in my father's room but he wasn't there so I didn't bother to call and ask him. I took out the money from his drawer which was unlocked as no one dared to even go near his closet.

I ran to the man and gave him all the money. It was a lot. He took it, kissed me and left.

I came back home and Abba jee was yelling about the money in the whole house and i told him smiling that I helped a man thinking he might be proud of me. But you know what he did Eda?

He slapped me so hard that the sound echoed in Kazmi Mansion and I fell down badly. I was about to run but he caught me and dragged in his room cuz I misbehaved with him
I said "I hate you Abba jee, You're a beast" and he locked the room, took out his belt and hit me continuously.

I was crying and he was too. He was crying cuz he faced loss in business and that money was a debt he had to give to someone.

"Abba jee... please don't...aaaahhhh! Stop."

"Ammiiiiii!!! Save me... he's killing me...aaaahhh!"

"Abaajeee I beg you....I beg you please."

"Allah! Allah! Please stop!"  I kept begging and crying but he didn't stop

"B..blood...Abbu blood" i said and fainted. When I opened my eyes, I was on bed, ointment on my back and it was burning. My body was wrecked

"Ss..aah..Ammi it's burning... please rub ice on it, Ammi can I sleep in our refrigerator?" I sobbed and she was crying too

"Why did you give money beta? It was a debt amount" Ammi said kissing me

"Ammi...he was poor. He was standing in burning sunlight with no slippers. He said he was hungry. And you always say to help the poor, so I did." I replied sniffing & wobbling my chin

"Ammi....I'm adopted right? Arham said that your father is a cruel man and he might've adopted you. I yelled that no! I'm his son but he said that I'm lying. My friends laugh on me that my father hits me. I'm adopted right? Please take me back to my real parents...they will love me"

"No baby, you're my son, our son." Ammi said kissing my forehead and wiping my tears stained cheek

"No I'm not. No one loves me here. Take me back to my real parents." I cried and she hugged me tightly