banshee's lament - aemond targaryen.

chapter 1.

The wind had finally died down that day, the trees somewhat still over the horizon. Their branches still wobbled with some errant breeze, whistling through the wood like a song.

The window was pushed outward, the crisp air crossing paths with the smell of smoke, whirling and mingling like lost friends. A small fireplace was warming the room as the lady perched on her windowsill, dark copper curls hanging around her like tendrils. Shera took in a deep breath of air— it was crisp and refreshing, pushing away the errant effects of sleepiness.

Her skin prickled in goosebumps beneath her nightgown as she turned to her bed. A large black mass was snoozing softly still, taking up the majority of the mattress. Slinking over, she snuggled herself close to the giant canine, blowing softly on his muzzle to wake him. Large amber eyes met brown and milky blue, pupils dilating and constricting in tandem, before the wolf let out a sleepy chuff.

"Wake up, my love," Shera whispered, fingers digging into his shaggy mane as she scratched just the right spot. "Moongeist, we must start the day." she hummed.

The direwolf rolled over onto his back, belly exposed to the chilled air. His tongue lolled out of his mouth, one leg kicking as his companion got the one itch just out of reach of his own claws.

"Oh, you're a ham," Shera mumbled into his fur, peppering him with kisses. "You're no wolf, you're a honey glazed ham," she tickled his belly, causing him to let out an almost laughing whine. "With a side of sweet potatoes and winter chard." she rolled next to him, snuggling into him like he was a person. Sprawled out from the tip of his outstretched legs, up to his nose, he outmatched Shera's height by about one and a half feet. Westeros would surely need to watch out if her wolf ever learned to walk on two feet!

They lazed together for the better part of an hour before Shera called in the maids— but not before donning her veil and choker. The maids would only help dress her from the neck down, and were ushered out after for Shera to do her hair alone. She took in a deep breath as they fastened the corset around her form.

"May need to lay off the blueberry hand pies , my lady," one of the maids murmured. "'Tis getting hard to lace you up."

Shera felt a swirling pit in her stomach at the comment— it wasn't a secret that she was no svelte ermine. She had curves and a bit of extra mass in the softer areas of her body, coupled with scarred stretch marks around her sizable bosom and thighs. "... hm." she snorted, not wanting to dignify the maid's comment with a response. This was, unfortunately, the norm. The jabs, the pokes, the insults between sentences— even the serving girls have become brazen, snickering as Shera walked past. She didn't exactly understand it— mayhaps it was because she could hardly speak to defend herself, mayhaps they think her daft and non-understanding of their less than tactful barbs.

As normal as it was, it made it no less tiring. "Just... lace it up," she quipped, a bit too harshly, as she held her thumb and forefinger to her throat at the scratch of pain. "... I have things to attend to..."

"Yes, my lady." the maids responded in tandem, squeezing poor Shera into a corset much too tight.

After they left, Shera picked up a shoe and threw it at the door, startling Moongeist. "Damned ptarmigans... clucking hens... when do they cease?" she groaned, patting the wolf on the head as he, ever dutifully, retrieved her shoe. "I'm... we're the wolves— they're supposed to be afraid of me." she continued, as it usually went. She would whisper and murmur to herself (to Moongeist) while she readied herself. Sitting in front of the open window, her fingers deftly weaved through her auburn locks, working absentmindedly into a braid. She pinned the braid upon her head, glanced at the mirror, then unpinned it.