spirit

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by blitzaire77

by blitzaire77

unfinished album for the same lil plushies (likely will never be finished) there are like 8-10 songs planned out and I only finished like two so here they are-

spirit

[verse 1]
I think the lack of contact is killing me
A heart attack is an emergency
I pretend that I'm not scared
Of social interaction at all
But really I'm dying 'cause
Anxiety is making the calls

[pre-chorus]
And they yell at me
'cause I'm a scared, stupid bastard
And I guess I do deserve the f-word
Because all they see is the person I show outside

[chorus]
But you're my spirit, you're my soul, I-
Can't just let you go, so I-
Question what is love
Why can't I just get enough

And when I-
See you, my jaw's glued shut
I don't know what to do
My prison is my love
And I dream of the things I'd love to do
The anxiety's too much
But I know
I love you

[verse 2]
Thoughts keep running through my head
What if I'd done something instead
What do I do when you're gone
What if you were the one
And I fucked it all up because I was useless

Would you get over me in a week
And I never forgot you
What if you don't need me the way I do
Will this send me down a hole
Or is it another obsession I don't want to let go

[pre-chorus]
And they yell at me
'cause I'm a scared, stupid bastard
And I guess I do deserve the f-word
Because all they see is the person I show outside

[chorus]
But you're my spirit, you're my soul, I-
Can't just let you go, so I-
Question what is love
Why can't I just get enough

And when I-
See you, my jaw's glued shut
I don't know what to do
My prison is my love
And I dream of the things I'd love to do
The anxiety's too much
But I know
I love you

[bridge]
And fuck me 'cause I never took a chance
Don't think I can make it any further
Its my fault I never got to hold your hand
That I might spend the rest of my days wishing I was your lover

[chorus]
Because you're my spirit, you're my soul, I-
Can't just let you go, so I-
Question what is love
Why can't I just get enough

And when I-
See you, my jaw's glued shut
I don't know what to do
My prison is my love
And I dream of the things I'd love to do
The anxiety's too much
But I know
I love you

skyline

[verse 1]
The sky, its painted golden
Your eyes, they're an explosion
Of love and bliss and ecstasy
In this life, you're the only thing I need
Your smile is warmth in itself
My eyes on you, it makes me melt
Every moment with you
Is another in heaven

[chorus]
And the sky's the limit when two hearts collide
Every minute, every second you're on my mind
When I see you I can't help the butterflies inside
Oh, I'd love to make you mine
So could this last forever
Any day and any weather
We can come to this place where nothing is better
And stare at this skyline together

[verse 2]
I used to question if love was real
Its was just a word until I met you
And now everything's surreal
I'm good as long as I have you
When I close my eyes, I still see your face
Takes me to a special place
Where neither of us would ever cry
And we never had to say goodbye

[bridge]
You're my everything, life, breath or world
To me you're as precious as diamond or pearl
I don't need anything more, everything's fine this way
I'd never leave, not even for a day

I'll prob post the rest if I ever finish them ig I have a bit for two others but I'm very demotivated as I have emphasised repeatedly!!!

so there's 35% of spirit for yall