what the cover said

negative

this one is a single for this other plushie so I finally properly did smth!!!
it's lowkey kinda weird if u don't have the melody tho but I ain't recording shit so there.

why can't I say this
why can't I make this
whole situationship a whole lot better
I'm stuck and I'm crying
internally dying
I can't forget who you are to me
they say "put it in the past"
and I agree but it's the last
thing I'll ever do, not to you, no
so I try and I try
and I swear it's not a lie
I-
I-
I-
I- I- love-

I thought I wasn't one to be anxious
turns out I'm just gutless
your presence was wondrous
my magic, my atlas
but thats gone now
I don't know what to do
except to wonder how
I could ever forget you

And I wish I could be there
That I could go back and you could be mine
Why, when, where, don't really care
why couldn't I just turn back time
maybe we could've been something
if something wasn't so far away
so many things between you and me
I wouldn't care now, please could we-

do anything you ever wanted
I'd give anything you'd ever need
that's how I feel, why am I still so daunted
by that concept of love

why can't I say this
why can't I make this
whole situationship a whole lot better
I'm stuck and I'm crying
internally dying
I can't forget who you are to me
they say "put it in the past"
and I agree but it's the last
thing I'll ever do, not to you, no
so I try and I try
and I swear it's not a lie
I-
I-
I-
I- I- love-

shit, I wanna say it so much
but I can't get the words out of my mouth
all those people cheering me on
yet the idea pricks me like a thorn
I still don't understand
why can my imagination do it so well
why am I still telling myself I have a chance
why am I still caught under your spell?

but what if I said it and you didn't say it back
what if it's all just a charade
what if you never knew it was me
what if you're over me while I'm still a wreck

and I'd do anything you ever wanted
I'd give anything you'd ever need
that's how I feel, why am I still so daunted
by that concept of love

why can't I say this
why can't I make this
whole situationship a whole lot better
I'm stuck and I'm crying
internally dying
I can't forget who you are to me
they say "put it in the past"
and I agree but it's the last
thing I'll ever do, not to you, no
so I try and I try
and I swear it's not a lie
I-
I-
I-
I- I- love-

but what if I did forget
If I was the first one to give up
what if I just spun a roulette
and hoped that I could get it over and you felt the same
I know I won't, I swear I won't
even if I know you maybe don't
think the same way, feel the same way
but it feels so wrong, I can't brush all this away

why can't I say this
why can't I make this
whole situationship a whole lot better
I'm stuck and I'm crying
internally dying
I can't forget who you are to me
they say "put it in the past"
and I agree but it's the last
thing I'll ever do, not to you, no
so I try and I try
and I swear it's not a lie
I-
I-
I-
I- I- love-

still questioning myself for using the word situationship-