Rain pelleting on the glass, wind blowing so rough I can feel it rattle the windows, trying to stay calm but everything feels out of control, feeling I don't talk about bubbling to the surface scared to talk scared to know. Future unknown why can't I see why does it have to be cross paths why can't there just be a straight path to know. Being an adult is is confusing and hard having feelings is odd to me I'm not used to falling so deep so terrified that something will go wrong. I want to out run the storm inside to bottle it away and never think about, to just go numb. I hate feeling so much so hard, I hate not knowing how things will go, I hate feeling so attached like I can't let go, but I realize that I don't want to. Feelings circle around me to fast to catch and comprehend moods change amd crashing like title waves. I want it to stop for it to end but I also want to dive further let the waves wash over me. I am scared of uncovering things about myself that I hid away and forgot, but I also want to shine light in every corner talk about everything for the good, the bad and the hideous, but I also don't want to hurt you.
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poems, thoughts, and short stories
Randomthis is basic whatever I want it to be also I need to work on my writing anyways
