in the quiet corners of Her mind, A Sad girl dwells, lost in Her Thoughts Her eyes, windows to the world of Sorrow
Each Day She carries a heavy load, on a path where Darkness has bestowed. The weight of Sadness, Heavy and cold A Story of a Girl unto...
❝ wait I don't like Carl like that...do I? ❞ - Anastasia
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_______________________ I was hanging out with gwyn again she was telling about some welcome party "girl ima be wearing the same clothes I am now" I say "you can borrow some of mine" she said "really?" "Hell yea come" she said as she opened her closet
"You can have these. If you don't like them I can fine something else" she said handing me some shorts with a black tank top. once I put it on I felt ill. I didn't like how my skin showed to much. I didn't like the body I had. I had a few faded bruises on my arms and thighs but they were only noticeable if you looked closely. I also noticed that it showed my belly button piercing "omg you have a piercing!" Gwyn practically squealed "yeah got it when I was like 10-11" I said "no way I've always wanted one..do you think you can do it?" She asked "do you have the jewelry?" I ask as she opens a cabinet next to her bed and pull out the belly button ring
"Okay just a fair warning it will hurt and it will most definitely get infected maybe even get rejected " I say to her "I don't care just do it" she said "are you sure you know I regret-" "just do it" she said citing me off "okay" I sigh geting a sewing needle
"3...2...1-" "AHAH-" I shush Gwyneth with my had "shhh" "fuck" she said "it's done all done" i say screwing in the ball from the belly ring
Then she got up and looked into the mirror "holy shit...it looks amazing" she said "that was totally worth it" gwyn laughed "yea it was" I say "now let's get ready for the party" she said
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Once we get there I see Carl "hey" I say to him "hi" he says "is it just me or this is really boring" he says "nope it's not just you" I say "didn't know you had a belly piercing" he says looking at my stomach "well there's a lot you don't know about me" I say "oh yeah. Like what?" He asks. There it was, the feeling that he made me feel. I didn't know what it was but I all of a sudden I got extremely nervous I opened my mouth the say something but nothing would come out "stuff" was all I could say "stuff?" He questioned "mh-mmh" I say looking away "okay" he said with a laugh
I sat down in a chair next to gwyn"this is so boring" she sighed "your telling me?" I say looking around I noticed liddy talking to a boy that looked to be her age "who's that?" I asked gwyn "that's Sam Ron's younger brother " she said "so is he like one of the other little kids?" I asked her "yep" she sighed
As I looked around I noticed Daryl wasn't here. I wonder where he could be
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I was hanging out with Gwyneth again as she told me about something but I was zoned out. I've been a bit down since I found out Noah died. I think she noticed since she started calling my name "ANA!" Was the first thing I heard "what?" I said in a clam voice "did you hear anything I said?" She asked. I noticed her eyes being glossy like she was gonna cry "I'm sorry I didn't" I say a bit worried "ugh." She said throwing her head back "okay ima say it from the beginning" "I may have had a little crush on Noah but I mean now that he's gone it's like I've had a lost opportunity, you know?" "Mh-hmm" I say "like the only other guy I had a relationship with was Ron but you know stacy came and...yea." "Oh I'm sorry. Ugh I know she didn't come and take your man" I say talking about Stacy "um just a heads up I would watch your back I've seen her talking to Carl and history always repeats itself" she said
