The things I couldn't tell you that night.

Appreciation.

"okay well i really appreciate you too vic"

That's what you said to me at 9:54pm on Monday, march 18th.

Yes I might've started the conversation for you to say that but still, instead of just moving on you decided to say it back.

I might've shed a couple of tears, I know it seems dumb that I'm crying over this but I never expected that from you.

I might just be dramatic, but i never truly felt appreciated. And it coming from you, my friend of 6 years, the wanna be gangster that cares about no one, to be saying that to me seems so off.

I really love you, could be romantically or platonically but i really do love you . You make me feel appreciated, but it's just something.

When you say it, it feels relieving.

I know my friends hate me when I keep talking about you but I just can't seem to get you out of my mind, you're all I think about day and night, but why? because you appreciate me?

I want to love you to the point you let me go, all of this because you appreciate me.

"okay well i really appreciate you too vic".