Into Another World

Chapter 30 - Dirty!

I just finished up in the shower, and I threw on PJ bottoms and a black crop top. I towel dried my hair, so it was still a little damp, and I headed downstairs. I never really spoke to anyone when I left, I just really wanted to get home. Honeslty, it feels so weird being back. It feels good but weird. I'm just not to sure what to do with myself, I've been having to sleep with one eye open for the past six months and now I don't have to. I picked up my phone and seen a text message from Becker. And suddenly my heart started to beat even faster.

Becker:
Hey, where did you go? Xx

I pause for a minute, thinking about what to say to him. I would like for him to come over, really just for some company. I haven't been by myself for a long time. I decide to hit the call button and after a few rings he answers.

"Addy?" He questioned.

"Who else would it be?" I giggled a little.

"It's good, to hear your voice. Where did you go? I was looking for you" he said quietly.

"I headed home, I was just really needing a shower" I smiled. I really want to ask him over but I'm so scared.

"You at home now?" He asked.

"Yeah, where are you?" I questioned.

"Just leaving the A.R.C. I could swing by if you wanted to?" He said. Oh my god yes! We've not seen each other for about an hour but fuck me I miss him.

"Yes please. If you're free that is?" I said quietly.

"Of course. I'll see you soon beautiful" and with that we hang up. Oh my word. He called me that again. Beautiful. That gorgeous man thinks I'm beautiful. I honeslty can't believe it. I feel like the top of the world, and yet I feel rock bottom. This shit with Pamela just doesn't add up, why lie about everything? She's hiding something and it must be something big because why spin us this web of lies?
I go and sit on the couch and wait for Becker and just think.

***

I'm scrolling through Instagram on my phone. I wanted to see what everyone was upto. Turns out Sam has a girlfriend now, which is amazing! I'm glad he has moved on and finally happy. And yup Riley seems settled in her new home with Tom. She's so happy and I'm so happy for her. A few more minutes go by and I hear a knock on my door. I hope that's Becker. I get up and answer the door and there he was standing in my doorway. He was wearing a tight black t-shirt with his cargo black trousers and he was holding two coffees. Oh my god.

"Thought we could actually have that coffee" he smiles. Aw, how I've missed coffee.

"Thank you" I smiled, inviting him inside. We head through to the kitchen where he placed both take away cups on the bunkers.

"I just got you a latte hope that was okay?" He asked.

"Of course. Is there sugar in it?" I asked.

"Yes, I remember you like three sugars in your coffee" he smiled.

"That's funny, I don't remember telling you that" I smirked.

"I observe everything" he shrugs, crossing his arms, leaning against the worktop. I couldn't help but roll my eyes and let out a small giggle.
"I got you something else too" he said and he pulled out a small square black box with 'Pandora' written on it. I look at him a little confused.
"Happy birthday"

"Are you joking?" I asked, I was slightly annoyed, I don't want any gifts from him.

"I know what you're thinking, I saw it when you were through the Anomaly and I had hope you would be back so I bought you it"

"You didn't have to Becker" I smile.

"I know but I wanted to" he took my hand and we made our way into the living room and sat on the couch. I can't believe he got me a birthday present, I feel guilty because I couldn't get him anything.
"Are you going to open it?" He asked. I smile and take the box off him and open it up revealing a beautiful silver heart-shaped necklace with small diamonds on one side. Wow, it's beautiful.

"Oh my god Becker! It's gorgeous, thank you so much" and before I could think and pressed my lips against his. Shit! I quickly pulled away and look into his eyes.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing, would you put this on me?" I asked.  I take the necklace out the box and hand it to him. He wraps it around my neck and I turn back to face him. I'm not sure what this feeling is. I want to kiss him again and do more things but we aren't official. I mean, how could we be?

"What's on your mind Addy?" He said breaking the silence. Here goes nothing.

"I like you Becker. I mean we've had this talk before I left it's just alot of time has passed and I still feel the same way. I want us to be more than colleagues. More than friends" I blurt out.

"And you don't think I do?" He questioned.

"I'm not sure? I want to kiss you but I feel a little awkward because we haven't had the chance to date or anything" I said quietly.

"We have all the time in the world, and I can assure you I feel the same way too. I want you to be my girlfriend and we don't have to do anything if you're not comfortable with it" he said stroking my cheek.

"I just don't want to ruin this Becker" I said and he scoffed a little.

"Well for starters you can stop calling me by my last name?" He said.

"Everyone calls you Becker?" I questioned. Its true, nobody calls him by his first name. Not since I've started anyway.

"You're not everyone" he smirks. I look down and back, looking into his eyes.

"Okay then. . .Ben" I said and then I looked back down and I bit my lip. I want to kiss him so bad.

"Can I kiss you now?" He asked.

"You can do more than that" I whisper not making eye contact. Maybe that was too far? Suddenly he grabbed my wrist pulling me on top of him. He pulled behind my knee making me straddle him. Holy fuck! I gasped at his action.

"Like I said, we don't have to do anything you don't want to" he whispers moving the hair away from my face.

"I want to" I gasped. Holy shit I want him. . .all of him.

I lean down and kiss him opening his mouth letting his tongue explore. I couldn't help but start to move my hips grinding against his growing erection. I pull away and I take off my top revalling my breasts but I don't stop to think I start to kiss him again, feeling his hands explore every inch of my body.

"Fuck" he whispers as he flips us over, pulling away and taking off his top. His lips start kissing my neck and making his way all the way down to my Pj waistline. I could let him kiss me all day. His lips feel like heaven.
"Are you sure?" He asks looking upto me

"Fuck yeah" I gasp and Becker, continued to pull down my pj bottoms.

This is exactly where I want to be right now. Just me and him!

Addy and Becker.