Dil Hi Toh Hai ( Completed)

(14) emotional intimacy

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Pallavi's pov

I am all alone in hospital, today prateeksh's operation is scheduled, after that little fighting with my husband, I came to hospital, it's been 5 minutes my brother is taken inside the operation theatre, me long with my family ,, I mean his family is with me all the while, dadi was stroking my hair lovingly and Adit and Anant were trying to clam me down , Abrahm bhayya and Aman were doing the formalities in the hospital, Avinash uncle, Mahesh uncle and Goutham uncle were discussing something with head surgeon about my brother's operation , maasi and mousa ji were very happy by seeing my loving family ,

But no one knows about my inner turmoil, I am already worried for prateeksh's operation, I know it's not a simple surgery, it's a complicated heart surgery, but I have faith in my mahadev , he never ever do injustice with me ..

I am now also worried for this family who were day by day connecting emotionally with me , one day I have to broke everyone's heart , other side how will I disclose the truth to pratik that I married a guy who didn't love at all , how did i disclose the truth to him that I forced to marry someone who didn't love me ..

More over what is this melancholy inside me ?? I never need anyone's shoulder to cry , I never need anyone's support to solve my problems but what happened to me today , why I am feeling weak , why I am feeling alone even I have these many people around me , no one presents is giving comfort to me , papa after ages I am again missing you ,

" Jinn rishton keliye zindagi bhar tarasti rahi aaj unhi rishton mein ulaj gayi hunn "

" I yearned for relationships all my life, but today I am entangled in those relationships." ...

Everyone in his family is with me right now except him , of course why would he come ?? He never loved me , never considered me as his family then why will he come for me ??

I let out a sad chuckle and gulped a lump which was formed due to the pain in my heart ..

People think that I am strong , i never fell week infront of anyone , but no one knows what is the actual reason behind by strong and undoubtedly rude behaviour..

Before my dad's death , I am also a normal person,who used to laugh , cheers and who used to enjoy my life like a cheerful bird ,

Suddenly my father's business partners cheated on him and in anxiety, he committed suicide , only me and brother are left in my house ,

One day my dad's bestfriend came to our house to console us , it's been only three days since my brother gave last rites to my father's body ,

I thought he geniunily want to console us , but I got to know about his intention when he held my waist and tried to force himself on me , thank fully prathik saw this and immediately called Anirudh's parents and they saved me on that day from that animal ..

After knowing my father's best friend's intentions on me , I distanced myself from this selfish and mean world , I have started to doubt everyone, undoubtedly I have trust issues on every other man who tries to come close to me and I became a strong woman from a cheerful girl , from that day I never open up my vulnerable side to anyone ..

I was just staring at nothing and seeing the floor , suddenly I felt like the hospital environment had got solemnized, I felt like Everyone was standing at there place like a statue , everyone gaze is fixed on someone like they saw any alien , I didn't bother to lift my head untill my heartbeat got raised with his presence, i closed my eyes and prayed mahadev ..