The dork

16 : Early Morning phone call

                                    Jake

Ugh fuck

Why do I even have an alarm set??

I reach my hand over to my bedside table and turn it off

  Adjusting back to my original position

   I see her

Caramel hair, puckered lips

And the events of last night all come rushing in

   She let me have sex with her

  I took her virginity

She is going to kill me

Just then she begins to stir in her sleep then she slowly opens her eyes
And when she sees me a small sleepy smile endows her beautiful face

" Morning" she murmurs through a yawn covering her mouth
" Um good morning" I respond a bit nervously

I'm so dead

And then she goes to lift the covers

    Oh jeez

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" You know I was told it's supposed to be messy"

" Huh???!"
" You know, blood" she says laying on her side again to look at me

   Wait what?!!

No, this isn't what's supposed to happen

She's supposed to curse at me, then leave and hate me for this
I thought I was going to lose her if I ever tried to have sex with her

She always seemed to despise the thought-
" Helooo... Earth to Jake " she says breaking me from my chain of thoughts
" Um sorry, wait you're not hurt?" I ask curiously
" Course I am, I can't feel my-"
" Wait so you're upset and will never forgive me"

" What!! Hell No, Are you okay Jake, you look pale " she asks worriedly
" Um- just I"

" Jake I'm not upset okay, relax, I wanted this, it isn't your fault and there's no way in hell I'm leaving you after that, it was fucking amazing "

And I release a heavy breath I didn't even know I was holding in

" You sure " I ask just to confirm one more time
" I'm sure " she says giving me a peck on my jawline, but then she frowns

" What's wrong?" I ask growing worried

Fuck what if she's changed her mind

" So does this mean I wasn't a virgin?"

  Huh?!

" What do you mean lex, you are-well were a virgin "
" But there was no blood, no proof of damage"

  Damage?

I sigh " Baby there was blood "

" But I didn't see it " she says sounding somewhat agitated

" You didn't see cause I made sure to clean you up after you fell asleep last night "

Well more like passed out
Because by the time I raised my head out of her neck to look at her she was asleep
Even before I pulled out

I turn to access her and she's staring at me with this Indecipherable look in her eyes

So I just decide to change the topic before I read too much into it