Dear father,
You failed as a man
And a father
You were never a daughters fathers
I was never daddies little girlI wish I could say I never wanna see you again
But that would be a lie
I wanna see you just to tell you everything I never got toI wanna threaten you
I wanna hurt you the way you hurt me and I wanna tell you the things I've been waiting to for yearsYou deserve less than me
I deserve more than youYou know it to
I hated you cause I knew you would hurt her
And the only thing I ever got to tell you was I hated youYou fight violence with violence
I fight violence with silenceI get told a lot "you look just like your dad."
"You act just like you dad."Why is it people see me as such an ugly, horrid, evil creature?
Is this what you created? Am I the human you destroyed? Did I give you that power? Did I deserve it?
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