Isabelle Costa is a student who is always looking for happiness in others. Her life is perfect and just the way she wants it, until someone comes along as her teacher and breaks her life into pieces and hope.
She fully expects her life from him and...
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ The other woman is perfect where her rival fails.
The Other Woman Song by Lana Del Rey.
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Loneliness. Failure. Ruined.
That is me. How I live in things that make me feel that life is unfair. How the world goes well for someone, while I'm backward compared to them, it's not what I want.
We don't know how someone lives at home, don't just look outside if inside is still there. Yes, that's the sentence I always hear when I complain.
That way, I always cover my sadness and failure with all my greatness and abilities. I fought and kept fighting until everyone thought I was happy.
My father failed to be a father. He abandoned me in the past few years. Never visited again, or even gave me news and let me know where he was. And because of his asshole behavior, I have daddy issues.
My mom is my goal in life to this point, I always motivate myself what I want to achieve and be proud of my mom. So, I'm strong for her.
My parents have not been together since I was 13 years old, they forgot the figure of their child who needs family unity. They were selfish and only cared about each other.
And here I am, an 18-year-old girl struggling to become what I want to achieve and accomplish. Like: having a husband and being blessed with 2 cute kids and a harmonious family, unlike my family and becoming a millionaire.
I always show my strong side in front of everyone, I never cry or get sad in front of them. I tried to bring out my feminine side so that people wouldn't look down on me and be mean to me.
I went about my day as usual, the way teenagers in general should.
I wasn't interested in romance at my age, I never felt 'something' inside them. Because I was afraid they would become like my father, evil and selfish. So, I avoided them.
I always looked for a real man in a mature man, I always fell in love whenever they acted mature. It makes my heart melt.
And it happened, I really found someone I needed all along. Someone I shouldn't have loved. It started in the final class when I was in high school. I met his soul.
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"Yes, Mom. I'll call you back. I'm busy right now. I have to get back to work, bye." I said as I put in the things I needed.
My mom switched off the phone and I put my phone in the back pocket of my trousers. I picked up my bag and put it on my shoulder.
I walked out of my rental house, and made my way to my job in Milan. I work as a part-time guard at one of the boutiques in Milan. It was enough to fulfil my needs here away from my family.
