𝐈𝐒𝐋𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐇𝐈 was a wild child growing up, never taking no as answer. She was a carefree soul, who was open minded, and easily opened up. She was enabled to act like this, cause of her grandama, and her mother who would cherish 𝐈𝐬𝐥𝐚 fo...
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- 𝐈𝐬𝐥𝐚 -
Something people always said im bad at was showing my true feelings, or my habit of masking them.
When I was younger my grandmother would always ask, why I would hide my feelings especially from my grandfather. The same answer I would have every time was, "I'm afraid." My mom, and my grandmother or Dahlia, and Alana would never question any further, as I would never let up.
Even kids wouldn't talk to- 𝐂𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨' 𝐚𝐬𝐬 Stfu we're the same person. And i have captial your just my Conscien-
𝐌𝐢 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐮𝐡 𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐮𝐡 𝐬𝐞𝐲 𝐦𝐢 Now you don't get to use jamaican on me, you not even Jamaican, just because our best friend is doesn't mean you can use Jamaican. 𝐌𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐪𝐮𝐞 𝐥𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐬. I can speak Spanish too dumbass. (Translation| "I dare your ass to say it.")
I have voices in my head, which is an effect of an anxiety disorder which combines with my dissociation disorder and on a rare occasion can make me go numb and lose complete control over my body.
And its happened so bad I had to talk to my conscience. 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐬𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨' 𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞. And you are me maybe I could stab myself with a dagger. 𝐀𝐋𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐈 𝐃𝐈𝐃𝐍'𝐓 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐈𝐓, 𝐈𝐌 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐇𝐎𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐎 𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐄𝐄.
