A BILLION DOLLAR EXCHANGE (C)

Chapters 291-300 (M)

291 He just passed Away

''What... what is this? ''

Xin Yong asked, slowly pulling open the piece of paper. Liling couldn't respond; she was still trying to hold in her tears; she found a nearby seat and sat down as she wiped her face with a hankie.

It was a letter and it was addressed to her, but with a name that was used by only one person in the whole world__ Jin Yue.

''Sweet ''...

Immediately Xin Yong read the first word, she collapsed to the floor;

''Liling, what... what happened... what happened to Jin Yue? Tell me!! Tell me now!! ''

Xin Yong was as pale as pale can be, she was sweating all over as the possible thought of what could have happened, came hitting against her heart.

''Xin Yong... he attempted suicide because of you... ''

Liling said in between tears.

Xin Yong, for about for about five seconds, lost her sense of hearing. She could only hear echoes and nothing else.

''You're joking... You're joking right? ''

Her heart was beating rapidly as her chest heaved heavily. She was slowly losing breath but she struggled to keep herself sane.

''That was his note to you... it was in his hands when... when we found him. ''

"No, no...Liling, no, it's a lie. Jin Yue... Jin Yue cannot ... he cannot...''

Xin Yong couldn't breathe well anymore, she was sweating profusely and the world around her was spinning rapidly.

''He was rushed to the hospital but he's in a very critical stage right now, no one knows if he would survive it. ''

Xin Yong pulled herself from the ground immediately;

''Please take me to him, oh god... I'm so sorry, what have I done... Jin Yue! I'm so sorry... ''

Xin Yong was crying like a baby, she couldn't even get hold of herself. She could not believe that he could go to the extent of killing himself because of her. That was crazy! Who does that!

''Stop crying, you don't' want everyone asking you what's wrong. ''

Liling said and Xin Yong immediately wiped her eyes. When she had put herself together a little, they left the studio for the hospital. In Liling's car, Xin Yong couldn't stop crying; she tried controlling herself and opening the letter again;

Sweet;

The moments I spent with you were the most blissful moments of my life. I was living a mirage before I met you and after you left I returned to that state, but this time it was worse.

I hurt you against my wish but I cannot alter what has happened. I regret causing you pain but I can't change that, what's done is done.

When you said you would have dinner with me, I was so happy; I thought it was our chance to be together again, but who would have thought you came to end it finally between us.

If I knew it would end like that, I would have taken note of every last moment between us; i would have cherished every gaze and every contact we made with each other...

And to think my luck wasn't enough, when I carried you, you hugged me... Sweet, you hugged me back...

At that point I didn't want time to go on, I wished everything could just stop and let me relish those moments with you in my arms,

Sweet, thank you for giving me something so special, something I wouldn't find across seven seas and seven oceans to the east. Thank you for giving me your love, I'm sorry I couldn't take care of it. I'm sorry I couldn't be the man you want to spend the rest of your life with.