Default Title - I Accept The ❤❤ Conditions Of Love ❤❤

TIRED

It was 5 O clock in the Monday morning when I woke up , excited ,nervous for learning something I had always wanted to learn . I was grateful that Arnay agreed to teach me . I had to tell my parents about this as I cant leave the house so early without telling them the reason, of course I only told them about the self defense . i got ready in my most comfortable track pants ,t-shirt and a pony tail ,I had been always bad in sports and exercises but has always wanted to learn fighting, I once joined a class but the level of embarrassment I faced on the very first day was unbearable because I couldnt do anything without falling or hurting myself and others ,and whole classroom including the teacher was making fun of me ,but this time we are going to be just two and its definitely going to work in my favor in either of conditions ,like if he sees how worse I am at this and decides to stop this six month experiment thing am going to win or if he bears with all my clumsiness I will definitely learn what I want to learn.

When I reached the park he was already there dressed in grey track pants and white t-shirt ,we went inside the park and found a silent spot a little away from other people ,I was glad no one was going to see how bad I was at this.

we will first do some stretching exercises.-he broke my chain of thoughts

ok, but.nothing

tell me he insisted

am am not very good at exercises and cant do them properly

no worries you will learn slowly , there is no hurry

He spread the mat he had bought for both of us, we stepped on it and the first exercise was stretching of arms ,it was easy at least I could do it without embarrassing myself, in fact all the stretching exercises were easy except that one touching of toes with your fingers while keeping the knees straight, and maybe he saw how I was struggling to do that so he came behind me and asked

may i???

huh

may I help you??

hmm I replied

He held my shoulders and helped me to bend a little more but still I was far from touching my toes ,I really tried but cant

dont force too much on the first day ,eventually you would be able to do it-he said with patience

I had started to take some breaths in peace just then he said

lets run! We have to do ten rounds of this park he said enthusiastically

what!!!

I was wondering is he mad or something ,its a big ,really big park and its ten rounds . Dont know how many times am going to trip and I will be embarrassing.

is it too much?? he asked innocently

no ,not really I forced a smile

then lets start

We started running ,at first I managed to match his pace but after four rounds I knew that now am going to get slow and that happened but atleast I didnt tripped ,he was ahead of me and after sixth round far ahead but then maybe he noticed and somehow our paced matched again. I knew there was no way I was running fast I was damn sure he slowed down .

you, ok?-he asked

fine

did uncle and aunty gave you permission to keep that puppy

I managed to get the permission and call him pearl

why

because its his name

I dont think the name suits him

why

you tell me why you kept it

because he is so small and his eyes have sparkling effect

I didnt realized that we completed two more rounds while he was talking to me and now I was really tired but still I forced myself to run and then I tripped but thank god he held my arm

are you ok?? he asked anxious but still holding my arm

am fine

Lets stop here if you want

no, no am fine lets complete I said but my words sounded hollow

I was about to start again when his grip tightened on my arm and I realized he was still holding my arm

actually am little tired maybe because I havent practiced in a while ,so can we stop here please he said

ok

my hand

oh! Sorry

We took break of fifteen minutes , I was really thirsty and realization of that I havent bought water bottle with me irritated, just then he extended a water bottle towards me but when I started opening it

dont !! Wait for some minutes till your body cools down a bit and also dont force yourself too much

actually am bad at all this things , you..you will know eventually

when I started ,I was bad as well always hurting myself and others also tripping now then , it was embarrassing he said while laughing

I couldnt believe his words ,it was like he was describing myself but anyway it made me little less anxious, after fifteen minutes he extended a skipping rope to me

stop when you cant do it any longer

I took that from his hands , thankfully I knew how to skip so I did till I was exhausted and then it was time but I was sure I wont be able to go college today

dont go college today he said

even if I want to my legs wont

do you want me to drop you to your home

I wanted to say yes but I was not going to go on his bike so instead I said with a smile

I can go home on my own