Warning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk
I just write how i feel,dont take this personally
Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
Hellow.. My beloved readers.. You little lunatics.. With much love. Approaching life as a more..grown up person.. Emotions are weird, i try to overly analyse them, i mean im here for a reason A day or two ago i woke up and thought" fuck this shit, i wanna quit college,i mean what am i even doing anyways, im worthless,ill never amount to anything. And i didnt understand where that came from.. I mean i litterally just woke up.. And had a random melt down. And now im here.. I was about to go sleep.. And randomly started feeling depressed n shit n like i want to kill myself.. And i dont know why. What in the holy heck is wrong with me? Why am i feeling this way? Could it be,because,before,when i had a bf, i was depressed and upset because of the way he treated me.. And now my body wants to get those bad feelings out,but since nothing is really happening,its randomised Oh btw,i broke up with that bf.. Because yk.. He wasnt very good Also,also, in my last chappy i talked shit about my drafts.. So then i just publiced the silly drafts 😂😂 its my diary, u can click off if u dont like it. Anyways, drafts r funny tho, i either fell asleep, started a chap but only said "helooow" n then passrd out.. Or theyre really deep shit that i dont even feel comfortable kinda anonymously outing,well,not very..anonymous.. But..thats besides the point.
Life is really going pretty alright tho! I got new chickens. Ive had a dog for about 2 years and she is my baby, so if you reach this far,have a pic of my dog n chimken :)
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