Hey..soo..im in a new school..everybody hates me.. I got a bf..hes a shy nice guy.. So hes loyal..people hate him for being so dead and mute..but hes got his reasons and i understand it.. Schools hard..hes the only one i got...turns out the dudw with the crush. Didnt like me as much.. He kissed me..but ditched me for his ex.. Im gonna have a sleepover with my bf and his best friend for his birthday... Another girl was gonna join but she hates me now..why?.."the influence of class"
If i dont cut Diego will give me a hug...but honestly i want to so bad.. Altough i probably wont,ill stall it till im at my dads and forget.. I had my period..but luckily it was a longer weekend so the majority of my period days was at home,only one or two more days.. Honestly..whoever reads this n wants to talk.. Dont be afraid,yeah"people probably hate u for a reaso " im fiesty and dont take peoples shit like the others do,i voice my thoughts n judgements if im rightful,i act emmediately protective and harsh against u if i know ur gonna laugh me out later,if i look at them with this raised eyebrows,try me bitch, look.. They know im ready to fight..and then they back off.. But it still hurts..especially my friends turning against me.. Im just unwanted..i wanna cry so bad.. Im using this app now,called i am sober,yeah,u dribk alcohol? No,its sober as in any kind of way,i crossed the selfharm one on, 10days.. Thats.. A week.. But no worries itll be broken soon,it amazes me why about 16-11ppl read my book,they see the first 2pages they be like,mm fuck this shit😂 thanks for the people who stay❤ its honestly nice to see when people read what i say.. That i can atleast share how i feel eith someone.. Im like that.. Somethings up? I talk about it,i rant about it,i just need to get it off my chest.. But some things im stuck with cuz every person i want to tell..im like mm..maybe nott.. And i always think twice like why yes why no,if theres a no reason.. No is no,so then i come here..or cut..or cry myself to sleep
Yk im not even gonna say im depressed.. Im just an emotional shit whose mentally a lil fucked
But anyways
Love yall❤
If u need anybody, im always happy to help
Goodnight yall❤
YOU ARE READING
my diary
RandomWarning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk I just write how i feel,dont take this personally Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
