i cutted already..and i wanna cut more.. im so shitty..so worthles,useless , i cant do this anymore.. its coming back,like last year,but this time ,im more suicidal, i dont have too learn stuff, the first thing that comes too mind is cut,shoke urself , starveurself..i tried to eat healthier.....
but im still a fucking fatass
i just wanna die ,nothing wrong happend, i just feel so down,so bad, i just cant handle life, the smalles tthings and insukts hurt because of stupid depression, i cant have peacfulll moments cuz my mind takes that time too make me feel bad and make me cut , fuck my life
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my diary
RandomWarning,this may containt triggering stuff,idk I just write how i feel,dont take this personally Its my way to get it out without bothering someone..somethimes idk who to talk to..so i come here..
