He's Not Yours, I Am | Sope

xxxv. Kick The Bucket

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Hoseok

Hoseok
Kick the bucket. Bye

Yoongi
You're really leaving me with no choice.

Hoseok
Fine. You know why I kept arguing with you in the group chat even tho I can clearly avoid your shitass?

Hoseok
And I fucking love it. I fucking love teasing the fuck outta you. You know why? You know why I always find ways to insult you?

Yoongi
Why ask? It's obvious that you hate me. But why?

Hoseok
Quite the opposite. It's because I fucking like you, fuck face. I do for a long time now

Hoseok
And because of that- fuck you. You're making it so hard for me. You're terrible

Yoongi
I'm terrible?

Yoongi
Are you shitfucking with me rn

Hoseok
No. You're asking, I'm answering.

Hoseok
And if you're wondering- no. I don't like Jimin. I'm sorry, I never did

Yoongi
You're a fucking bitch, you know that? I have no words for you right now.

Hoseok
I'm the worst, right? Hah. Of course I am. I have no excuse for that anymore

Hoseok
I'm doing everything I'm doing so that he would choose me over you. If it happens, I don't need to worry about you guys getting together. I can't let that happen. I'm so fucking selfish aren't I

Hoseok
I didn't wanna tell you about how I feel. Our friendship was enough for me, but then you started liking Jimin and I can't have you liking anyone else other than me

Hoseok
I sound so fucking terrible. I am terrible. I know that. But jealousy is a disease that I got infected with.

Hoseok
I know you love him genuinely and I'm jealous of him because I love the way you love

Hoseok
So I used your tactic. Everything I did came from you. I'm just a damn copycat. But everything I did was for you

Hoseok
I know you're gonna reject me after everything I told you. So one last thing- fuck you. Fuck everything. Fuck myself.

Yoongi
Everything? For me?

Yoongi
You know all this sounds ridiculous right? You're batshit crazy

Yoongi
And I really thought I had something to be sorry for when in fact it's just your dick ass talking

Hoseok
Well what the fuck do I fucking do?

Yoongi
Suffer cuntfuck

Yoongi
I'm sorry. Well, no I'm not- but how in the world are you asking shit when you know what you did and you know that you should suffer from your shitass actions? And you're asking for my help yet you're fucking me off?

Hoseok
I'm telling Jimin. Should I? When do I?

Yoongi
Dude? Just stop talking. I'll be the one to do the blocking this instance. I can't listen to bullshit anymore

Yoongi
I don't know how you're able to bear this. How do you sleep like this? 

Yoongi
What can we do in this situation? Jimin obviously likes you. Genuinely. Honestly, how? 

Yoongi
He chose you. You won your own game. Does that make you feel superior?

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Happy 11th anniv to ma boiz