What we may be..(•Mialotte•)

Forgive but cant forget.

IM SORRY FOR THE DAMAGE THESE CHAPTERS WILL CAUSE...
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Reeces pov:

Ever since Mia was admitted to hospital, I've had a feeling chomping at me as if this was all my fault because frankly, it was. This was my fault and it has been since we were 13.

I let out a shaky sigh as I looked at Mias unactive body. She was currently in a coma..

I can't get the image of her getting hit by a car out my face, me, Char and Autumn we were all watching as it happened. Charlotte started crying and froze in the spot, so did Autumn. I ran outside as both drivers of the cars that collided were passed out, good.

Mia was still sobbing when I went to her, her pulse was still beating as I tried cpr on her.

"Please...PLEASE!" I was sobbing as I called the hospital. They were there quick, they heard the panic and then later saw the panic..this was my fault. It always has been.

Charlotte hasn't spoke much, infsct she's come to work with teary eyes, messed uo everything and she hasn't been speaking let alone eating.

Autumn doesn't talk to me much but especially now she doesn't, she just shakily sighs and then wipes tears.

Marjorie was cautious about everything and could tell everyone was suffering, well us three were. She tried to hard to make things fine but it couldn't work.

I shook my head as I looked back up too Mias body which had a broken rib, wrist and collarbone. This was my fault. It always has been.

I sobbed then grabbed the hand that hasn't been broken completely.

"Mia please,  I'm sorry I.. I will forgive you...only if you come back..to me and Aut..and Char..especially Char." I sobbed and held her hand to my face.

The nurse came in but she was silent, she saw just what I was doing but didn't make a fuss, she noticed what I was feeling and wanted me to make the most of it.

I sighed then dropped her hand and placed deep red roses on the side of her bed then took myself out.

Autumn was going to go in and see her next, then Marjorie...then Char.

Oh god, Char. She must hate me right now, more then ever. Marjorie saw me come out and held me tight and told me the same things.

"It's not your fault." ...

"It wasn't your choice."...

"You didn't have a play in it."...

I shook my head then walked off. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I went back to my car as I passes Char who looked dreadful. She has been taking this horribly, I don't blame her.

I know what to do..I need to make her a proper apology. She deserves that at best.

I sobbed as I wrote on any piece of paper I could thinking about what I caused. She needed anything she could if she awoke..if she didn't I don't know what I would do to myself.

I gripped the pen and wrote my heart out until I felt like I couldn't and just broke down then proceeded to start again. Charlotte, Autumn..we were all broken after we saw the act, I've still not come to terms that the closest friend I've ever really had is on the verge of death.

After 4 hours of non-stop work, I made a letter, a letter to apologise and being up what what we once were and how I want that time period back, how I've always missed her.

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The next evening after work, I decided that I want my letter to be with her. I got in my car and today, Carly didn't need a lift..this gave me more time to go see Mia and try and apologise.

I knew that whatever I was going tonsay to her wasn't going to cut it and she needed more then just a letter, I'll solve that when she's awake.

I went up to the reception, she looked me up and down then asked, "who you here for bud?" I looked down..

"Amelia Roberts." I mumbled and she looked up at me. She sighed.

"I..we can't.." she shook her head and I raised a brow.

"Whys that, has she awoke?" She closed her eyes then looked down. I was worried now. She shook her head.

"No, she hasn't awoke..." I looked at her as if she wasn't making sense.

"Shes ..dead."

....

...

..

.

What.

She's..

Dead?

No,no...

She couldn't

She wouldn't leave us like this

Right?

Right!?

My eyes immediately started puring with tears as I stood at the reception. I was sobbing completely and breaking down infront of many people, the receptionist came out from behind the counter and patted my back as I sat on the floor with my eyes covered by my hands.

"If you want to see her body then now would be the best time." I nodded and wiped my tears, she offered me a hand which I accepted and went to her room. I was informed she passed 13 minutes before I got to the hospital, I coukdnt breathe. I stepped inside her room, doctors surrounded her and nurses who were calling everyone who was in touch with her.

I sobbed as they all looked at me startled.

"Sir, you need to get out.." I shook my head and saw Mias lifeless body. Her red hair still sprawled across her chest and shoulders.

I closed my eyes and cried.

"Mia why..." I whispered as hurt coursed throughout my voice, "I was meant to apologise."

The nurses closed her eyes and slowly dragged me out the room to which I was granted with Charlotte's lethal stare as she saw me sob.

"Oh Char.." I shook my head and wiped my eyes.

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NO I DONT WANNA GIVE THIS BOOK UP
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