The Crimson Hide. (A Spanking Novel)

Thank you all: Author's Note.

Six months a go in Janurary I was gonna kill myself.... That is the truth, I did not like my job, I hated my life, and I saw no way out. I had been writing other stories but never felt good about them, I had a bad experience on this site and others back in the day. I was just broken in many ways. Until I wrote Tales of A School Spanker Season 1 and the love that was shown there saved me, it made me want to try again with something else. That something else became this novel. Crimson Hide Book 1. I wanted to see what could happen if I really tried to write a romance novel that had spankings in them. I know that it is a odd thing, but I have always been a spanko. Since I was 12 years old and I wanted to take a chance in doing this. Isabella's story mimics my own, I failed my first two years of college and dropped out without telling anyone, my family was a bit more supportive but I still carried that guilt on my shoulders. I still do sometimes, I struggled with drinking, and other things. But writing always was my comfort, and putting my own issues into a charecter has been hard.

I was scared at first writing this, people always say that spanking stories can't even be truly publuished or loved. But I want to take a chance with that.

Anytime I spent at a job that used me because I worked hard, I was writing. My tears from hard days at work where nothing was getting better but they kept promising me that it would would go into this story. Days where I could not sleep or wanted to drink myself to death, I was able to sit in my houses prayer room and write while I cried. At first I was scared that htis would be like other stories I had done, where no one gives it a chance, but than people started to give it a chance, and your support to keep writing was everything that I needed to keep on writing but also keep on living.

I know this story needs work, I am not good at editing, I know there are grammar mistakes. I know even there are few mistake in the canon. With dates, looks, and ages. I wnat to fix those mistakes in the next book. Most of my author notes I don't actually edit cause I want them to come from the heart, and that is why this is not edited because this is from my heart. I want you all to know how much I love, and appreciate you all. I cried when this passed 5oo views, I cried when it passed 1000, and I brawled like a baby when it passed 10,000 and it is still climmbings. I was a broken mess when tales go over 50000 views. I am filled with joy when I see likes, I love having discussions with you all in the reviews and I do my best to thank you all for each one. You have made me love writing again.

You have made me love living again.

So thank you all for what you have done to me.

I recently lost my job on Friday, they called me on my day off. I think it is because I was being more vocal in the managers not doing their jobs, and not making a safe place. However, its funny cause I prayed one night to be set free from Panera Bread, and than I felt like he set me free. I want to try and make a dream a reality. I wanna try and be a good writer here. I wanna try to start making money doing something I love than working at places that make me feel weaker.

I am gonna do my best to make that come true but also make sure that you all here have something nice to read. I wanna do better for all of you that have made me feel like a million bucks, rather than a 5 cent black bitch that my job made me feel like for three years and 10 months.

I thank my lord and savior Jesus Christ for always helping me wake up at 4 in the morning to pray, read his word, and write. I thank him for helping me keep going when I could never do it myself.

I also want to give thanks to everyone of the people that have followed me on this page. Each and every one of you for just taking a chance with someone like me. I hope everyone that has added this to reading lists will enjoy the first of three novels I have planned for this series. I am not done with Isabella story yet. And I hope you enjoy it.

I want to thank everyone that gives a like to the chapters cause that always gave me hope to keep doing it. And to everyone in my reviews I hope I mamnaged to thank you properly each time, and I hope you enjoy it when I try to talk to you. To answer questions or even drop a few hints when I can.

I hope you all can wait a bit while I work on planning for Crimson Hide but I am not gonna leave you all hanging with nothing.

I have new novel with another lost young soul looking for a different kind of love, and maybe even a lighter hand to help guide her. I am gonna be back working on Tales of A School Spanker Season two.

I need to finish the spanking abcs, and I think Spanking Survivor might be coming back soon as well.

But if you can wait will July 15 for the first chapter of Crimson Hide to come out than I will be more than grateful.

I love you all.

You have made me smile more in six months than I could in years.

Thank you for saving my life,

And thank you for being my joy.

Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you so much.

Until Next Time.

Stay Safe.

Stay Behaved.

Or you might be spanked.

Bye Bye.

Love you all.

God Bless.