𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙗𝙞𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙣 𝘿𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙨 (GxG)

Dakota

♕Vanessa's POV♕

I rolled my eyes as I listened to Brooklyn lecture me over the phone.

"Brooklyn I'm not going to fuck her." I cut her ramble short.

Brooklyn is out with her therapist boyfriend so I decided to invite Dakota over with-Brooklyn's permission so I could end out agreement.

Brooklyn said I should just send a text because apparently I'm acting like this is a break up. When she said instantly disagreed and told her I just thought I owned her the decent courtesy to end it face to face.

However the more I think about it I'm afraid Brooklyn might be right. Somewhere along the lines I managed to blur the lines between relationship and sex buddies.

And knowing that it gives me even more of a reason to stop what we got going on, especially if I don't want to be heartbroken again.

"You might think you're not gonna fuck her but you are, you always do." Brooklyn said.

I shake my head still denying her claim.

"I won't brooks, we're just going to talk." I promised.

"Five years, that's how long you've been in love with that girl Vanessa. You love hard, real hard and I know for a fact Dakota is going to use that to her advantage."

"She's not like that and I'm not in love with her so it wouldn't work anyways." I huffed becoming annoyed.

"You love her though." She pointed out like it meant something.

"I love you too but I'm not IN love with her just like I'm not IN with you. You can love people in multiple different ways and in this case I love her as a friend now." I explained.

Brooklyn stares at me before smiling slowly, "is this because your crush on Miss Sexy sister in law?" She asked making me scrunch my face up.

"I'm convinced you don't think before speaking." I shake my head deciding I'm just going to ignore her unnecessary comment.

It has nothing to do with Anastasia so I don't even know why she was brought up.

"I'm just saying maybe your feelings for her is finally over powering the feelings I know you had for Dakota." She voiced.

"This has nothing to do with Anastasia and my feelings for Dakota left before Stasia entered my life. Now can we please stop talking about all this now?" I asked fed up.

"Okay just make sure when you do end it, you end it for good. Don't let her talk you out of it.." She said in a stern way but in a soft voice.

I know if I show Dakota I truly want to end this thing then she will agree and I think that's also part of the reason I was ignoring her.

Dakota was a fairly good partner but even better friend. Besides the petty arguing the other reason our relationship ended was because we outgrown the love we had for each other, well she did then I did a couple of months ago.

Truthfully I made this whole agreement because I was scared of letting her go, when she broke up with me a year ago it was a cordial thing but that didn't mean we was friends so I went ahead and made a deal the sex craze monster wouldn't pass up.

If she got sex then I would get her presence I so desperately craved.

Yes that was unhealthy thinking but I do love hard and I loved that girl the hardest.

However as time went on I began to fall out of love with her and it truly became just sex to me but now that I'm ending that the desire to be her friend is coming back.