One In A Million

Lie

Gia T.

It's been a good week since the concert and everything has been good between Chris and I

I noticed how we didn't use a condom, or I wasn't on any birth control so I'm a little paranoid and on edge about being pregnant

I don't have any symptoms, like morning sickness or anything like that but then again it may be too early to tell

To be honest, I don't want any children right now, if it happens then I'm gonna love my child regardless but I'm just not comfortable with myself to have another baby

Jaylin is enough

Right now Chris and Jaylin went to go get lunch while Honey came over

We've actually became really close, what can I say, I love this Asian bitch

Her and Heather are always there for me when Laila and Lauren aren't

"Hoooonnney Bee" I whined, placing my feet over her lap

"Giiiiiiaaa Baaaaby" she whined back, causing me to laugh

"No for real, what did you have to tell me" she said putting her phone down

"Ok so did you see the video of Chris and I at his concert?" I asked because there was videos and pictures posted on hella blogs and gossip sites

"Yeah, when he bought you on stage?" She asked and I nodded

"Ok, so that night, we came home or whatever and he went into the shower and I don't know, I guess I just wanted him" I started

"And y'all did the grown up thing" she gasped and I laughed

"Really nigga? The grown up thing" I said between laughs

"Well shit, you know what I mean, but anyways how was it? Stroke game amazing or what" she asked, fully intrigued

"Oh my god, he is blessed. Its like a blessing and a curse, well for my cervix anyways. He is just so big" I said having flashbacks and shit

"Holy shit, I knew he was packin, but how do you feel now?" She questioned

"I felt better afterwards, but now I'm scared because he didn't pull out" I mumbled the last part

"Come again say what" she said

"He didn't pull out and I'm scared that I'm pregnant" I sighed, picking at my fingers

"Well did you take a test, or better yet, talk to Chris about it"

"Talk to me about what" I heard Chris say and I snapped my head around and noticed him and Jay with McDonald's bags

I didn't even notice they got here

"Um nothing just, about me finding a new job" I said hesitantly, knowing I was lying through my teeth

"Oh we can talk later then" he replied and sat the food down, while Honey shot up and ran for the bags

"Oh my god, their fries are the best, thanks Big Bird" she said stuffing her mouth with fries

"Tia Coco, I got new shoes, wanna see em?" Jaylin asked Honey and she nodded and he led her upstairs to the room

I let out a shaky breath, because I hate lying and I'm not good at it either

"How was Jaylin? Did he miss behave, because he usually is really good with me but sometimes-" I stopped myself from rambling anymore

See when I lie, I don't know when to shut up

"You ok baby?" He asked taking a bite of his burger