We found us | Book 1

Morning

Evi:
I wake up the next day and see Tom laying next to me. I turn on my back and close my eyes again.
"Morning." I hear Toms voice saying softly.
"Morning." I say while I open my eyes again and turn my head to look at him.
He looks at me a little serious. "You are on birth control, right?"
I nod. "I am," I look away again, realizing it was not that smart not to use a condom, but in that moment, I just didn't care or think about it. "You don't have any diseases, right?" I look at him again and see him shaking his head. "I don't."
I breath out, a little relieved. "You sure?"
"Very." I nod again and look away.
"I didn't knew you liked it rough."
"Me neither." I stammer, feeling my cheeks burning up.
"You mean you and Bill never had sex like that?"
I shake my head and start to feel a little uncomfortable.
I get out of bed and put on my oversized hoodie.
In the corner of my eye I see Tom getting out of bed as well.
"I think I should go home. See you later?"
I nod and turn my head to look at him.
I see Tom hesitate for a moment and he quickly puts a kiss on my cheek and leaves my room.

Tom:
I walk into the living room and see Bill sitting at the kitchen table.
"Hi." I say and walk into the kitchen.
"Where did you go last night? And where did you sleep?"
I start to feel a little guilty and look away.
"Just some girl I met. Where is Brenda?" I try to change the subject.
"Still sleeping."
I nod. "Do you really like Brenda?"
Bill looks aways and nods. "Can you even say it out loud?" He look at me and says: "Yes Tom, I really like Brenda."
The guilty feeling I had goes away straight away and I shake my head.
"I don't understand Bill. What's wrong with Evi? I thought you loved her?"
"Tom, we already had this conversation. I'm not gonna repeat myself."
Bill gets up and walks away.
"I hope you don't regret it when she finds someone else!" I yell his way and hear the door closing.

Bill:
I walk upstairs and walk into my room.
Brenda opens her eyes and looks at me with a smile on her face.
"Come here." She says and pats on the mattress next to her.
I crawl next to her and lay on my back.
"Brenda," I say softly. "I'm not sure I can do this."
She looks my way and her smile immediately fades. "You don't really have a choice."
"And what if I don't?"
"You don't want Tom to get hurt, right?"
I look at her angry and feel my heart racing.
"You know I don't wanna be with you. Why would you even wanna be with me?"
"Fact is I don't care. If I can't have you, no one can."
She comes closer to me and puts her lips on mine. I push her away roughly and look at her angrily.
She comes closer to me again, puts her mouth next to my ear and whispers: "Remember how you enjoyed my touch? How you begged for more? How desperately you screamed my name?"
I close my eyes but immediately open them again, grab her by her shoulders and push her back a little.
"I need to leave anyway, David wants to speak to me." I lie, but it's a good excuse not to spend time with her.