𝙲𝙷𝙰𝙿𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝟸𝟷

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"𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞."

𝚈/𝙽 𝙿𝙾𝚅.

I had been putting in so much effort lately. Every little thing I did was for Jungkook. I wanted to make him see how much I cared for him, how much I loved him.

From cooking his favourite meals to leaving small notes of appreciation, I was sure that my actions were starting to have an effect. I could feel a connection growing between us, or at least that's what I believe.

Today, I decided to make him a cup of coffee, just the way he likes it. With a smile on my face. I prepared the coffee, feeling hopeful. Maybe these small guesture would bring us close.

After, making the coffee. Carrying the coffee in tray, carefully. I walked towards, Jungkook room. I gently knocked on the door, but there was no response.

Thinking he might be busy, I slowly opened the door and saw him sitting on his bed with laptop placed on his lap.

"Jungkook, look I, made you, your favourite coffee." I said, softly with a smile, walking towards him.

He still didn't looked up from his screen, but I continued. As I approached the bed, my footgot caught in the carpet, due to this I stumbled and in an instant, the coffee cup slipped from my hands and spilled all over his laptop.

𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦!!

Jungkook head shot up, and his eyes full of anger. "What the fuck is wrong with you,
Y/N." He shouted to the fullest.

Instantly I closed my eyes, my heart sank.
"Jungkook, I'm sorry! it was an ac-cident, I swear, I didn't mea..nn to–"
but he didn't let me finish,

"Do you have any idea, what you have just done? You've ruined my work, my laptop! Do you ever think a little before you act?"

Tears welled up in eyes, controlling a bit I tried to explain. "Jung.. kook I was ju-st trying to do something nice for you. I'm really sorry...."

"Nice?" he spat harshly. "All you've done lately is nothing but making things worse. Do you've a little idea, that your constant need for attention is literally suffocating,
Y/N, I can't deal with this anymore."

His words cut deep in my heart, and I felt a lump in my throat.  "I... I just wanted t..o sb..how you how much I care..."

"We'll, it's too much..!." He snapped. "I never asked for this. Your actions are nothing Y/n it's just making everything harder."

I stood there, feeling helpless and heartbroken. The hope I had felt was now shatter. I wanted to explain myself, to make him understand, but it would not change how hd felt at that moment.

I'll pay for the damages," I whispered, turning to leave. "I'm really sorry Jungkook."

As I walked out of his room, tears streamed down my face. All my efforts seemed pointless. I tried so hard to win his heart,  but it felt like I was only pushing him away.

𝙰𝚄𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚁 𝙿𝙾𝚅.

As she walked out of Jungkook's room. He felt a pang of guilt, but his anger still burned hot.

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