● Push Yourself ●

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I yawned feeling the side of the bed and opened my eyes to see that San was gone, before sitting up straight.

I ran my fingers through my hair before getting out of bed and put on my clothes.

I went downstairs and made my way to the kitchen and stopped in my tracks when I heard San's voice.

"Yeji, I know that all of this is probably okay, but part of me still feels like I'm hurting you in some way. I just don't want you to think that I replaced you with him, because I didn't. I still love you very much. You're probably tired of me talking about this with you, huh?" He chuckled, "I'm just worried about you...I miss you, Yeji. Jinyoung misses you, too. She's walking now and she had baby food for the first time the other day. I know that I should've given it to her sooner but I wasn't ready just yet...I don't want our little girl to grow up. She's really so cute and she loves Wooyoung, which makes me really happy...I hope that you are happy...Yeji..I'm really happy. He makes me really happy...I hope that's okay. I mean, I'm sure that it is, but...you know how I am..I love you, Yeji," He said, before I heard him sigh and it was quiet after that.

I waited for a moment before walking into the kitchen and he smiled widely at me.

"Morning baby, how'd you sleep?"

"I slept well," I said smiling at him, "how'd you sleep?" I asked walking towards him and he put his hands on my waist.

"Amazingly. I really love sleeping with you," He said, before kissing my cheek and I chuckled a bit with a nod, "Are you okay?"

"Mhm, just still kind of tired," I lied and he nodded smiling.

"Well, I hope you are also hungry, because I made breakfast. I was going to surprise you in bed, but you're here now, so..Surprise!" He said making me chuckle, smiling widely at me.

"Thank you, San. I'm starving."

"No problem. Have a seat, I'll make you a plate," He said grabbing an empty plate and I nodded sitting at the table.

"Where's Jinyoung?" I asked looking at him.

"Asleep. She actually woke up at five in the morning and needed a diaper change. I also fed her and she fell asleep eating. You should have seen it, she was so cute," He said making me chuckle.

"Well, you'll have to wake me up next time," I said smiling at him and he nodded before bringing our food to the table and sat down beside me, "Hey San?" I asked after looking at him for a moment, making him look at me.

"Hm?"

"Are you okay?"

"Mm, mhm."

"Are you okay with...Us?" I asked, making him look at me for a moment before smiling a bit.

"I will be," He said putting his hand in mine, "This is all just so new to me. Being with someone else...Being with a guy...It's just going to take some getting used to, but I will be okay, because I have you," He said making me smile.

"If you want to wait, I'll completely understand."

"Wooyoung...If I wait, then I'll never be with anyone ever. Being with you is something that I really want, and if I stop doing something that I want just because I don't think that I'm ready, then I'll never be ready...Sometimes you have to push yourself in order for you to realize that it's okay."

I nodded slowly before he kissed my cheek.

"If you change your mind-"

"Wooyoung-"

"I'm just saying, because you could-"

"Woo-"

"It's completely fine if you do, I'll understand-"

"Baby boy," He whispered against my ear, and I felt my cheeks heat up, "I'm not going to change my mind. I'm all yours, honey."

"O- okay," I stuttered before gulping and heard him chuckle before he kissed my cheek and I couldn't help but smile widely at him.

"You're so cute."

"Just eat your food, Choi," I said making him smile widely.

"Yes dear," He said, before kissing my cheek once more before he started eating, "Oh, by the way, they told me where I'm transferring to," He said looking at me with his hand covering his mouth.

"Oh? Where?"

"Seoul Global High School, also known as SGHS. I looked it up and did a lot of research, it seems like a good school."

"That's good. So, you'll be a high school teacher? What will you be teaching?"

"English."

"Again? Damn, at least add some flavor. I thought you'd switch it up and teach math or something," I said, making him laugh.

"I thought about it, but I like teaching English."

"Yeah, you are good at it."

"Oh, so you did pay attention," He said smirking at me.

"Mhm, I tried sleeping, but the girls beside me whisper loudly about you. Also, if anyone looks at you or whispers about you at this school, send them my way," I said, making him chuckle and nod.

"Baby, I'll send them all to you," He said making me smile widely before I kissed his cheek softly and we continued eating.

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San's POV.

I smiled widely watching Wooyoung play with Jinyoung in the floor. He was chasing her around on all fours, making her laugh.

It really makes me happy that she loves him so much. It's been a year since she was born and since her mother passed. I tried my best to keep Jinyoung to myself because I was scared...Scared of her getting attached to someone and being hurt in the end, but I trust Wooyoung and I see how much he cares for her and I. My little girl is my everything, I want her to always be happy. I want to protect her from any harm. If she is ever sad, I will hold her in my arms and let her cry on my shoulder until her tears are no more. I hope that one day, the one that she falls in love with, will love her the same way and treat her the way she deserves.

I chuckled hold my hands out as Jinyoung ran to me, giggling and I picked her up in my arms.

"Aww, hi dumpling," I said smiling at her as Wooyoung sat down beside me on the couch.

"For a tiny child, she's fast," He said making me chuckle and I kissed her head.

"Yeah, try grocery shopping with her. She takes off running, and I end up having to hold her the whole time," I said, making him chuckle.

"Well, take me next time. I'll help you," He said making me look at him for a moment before smiling widely and I nodded before kissing him softly and felt Jinyoung pushing between us, making us laugh against each other's lips before we pulled away and smiled at her.

"Alright, I'm sorry. We won't kiss anymore," I said smiling at her before she hid her face in my chest, making us laugh.

Yeah. This is okay. We're going to be okay, one step at a time. Don't worry Yeji, I'll stop worrying too...I love you.

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