Loving~G. Gin

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。・゚゚・ ・゚゚・。"And for them, that was enough."。・゚゚・ ・゚゚・。

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Loving is hard. Everyone knows that. Despite being nice, caring, good-looking, or smart, people will always say that they can find better. Relationships fade, hearts break, and hatred reigns. It's never easy to love, which is why Y/N and one Gagamaru Gin had been friends for years. 

After being finding that their significant others were cheating on them with each other, they decided to become the best of friends. Gagamaru is usually indifferent, and Y/N is quiet. A perfect pair. 

Despite being rocks with no emotions whatsoever, they had often cried together, knowing that the other person was going through the same thing they were. They had gone through multiple relationships in the past few years, but neither have found the right person. 

At this point, they felt so unloved, they decided to love each other. It's hard to love, but friends love in the best way. Heated moments, touches and words, seeming to be thrown away the next morning. Enter a new relationship, get hurt, love together. That was their cycle, their twisted philosophy. 

Despite forgetting everything that happened on those nights, they never really did, they just acted like it never happened. But their bodies remember, which is why it's instinct to fall back into the same toxic cycle. 

Tell me, what's the point of doin' life alone?
Swings and merry-gos don't feel the same, nah, nah
I know it's hard to trust when you've been hurt before
But I wanna be the one to share that pain, oh yeah 

She's lost count at this point. How many people had broken her? Left her bruised and battered, exhausted from emotional exertion. Too many to count. Silently unlocking his apartment door with the spare key, she breaks down. 

You'd think they'd be numb at this point, wouldn't you? Except, because it's with each other, they feel safe. Safe to cry, to vent and rant, to scream their words when no one is listening except the very person who understands the most. 

Take my hand and walk with me (Yeah), yeah
On the road that never ends
Let it out, just talk to me (Yeah), yeah, yeah, take your time
'Cause life is a weekend

Gagamaru is ready, having suspected the break-up for a long time. He guides her carefully into his room, his shirt being thrown off. Right now, it's not as serious, but later, maybe they'll go further. She lays herself bare for him, all the pent up feelings of negativity as he holds her in his arms. 

I hope you know I'll be right there to love and hold ya
I'm gonna help you take that weight up off your shoulders, yеah
Every moment of the day, I'll be the light to guide your way, oh

Despite loving so many other people, or trying too, they always came back to each other, a heated passion that they couldn't explain. They adore each other, but say they're friends, because it hurts less to lose a friend than it does a lover. It's easier to love a friend than a lover. 

I know it's hard to believe it, but I promise
You'll see better days

For them, it makes sense. It's their lives, the way they live and breathe. 

Better days, we pray for better days

The way they love, it's shameless. Love shamelessly, but love like friends. 

And for them, that's all they need. 




I have no words...u know who u r, don't even comment anything b/c I absolutely refuse to explain myself. Song is Walk with Me by IMRSQD. 

Word Count~588 

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