we meet again? | B.E

ten

i woke up to ezra trying to kick me awake. i turned over and billie just laid there, laughing. i groaned. "what time is it?" i asked, billie picked up her phone and then put it back down, "8:32" she said. i rolled my eyes, ezra always wakes up so damn early for no reason. "i'm hungry" the little girl frowned, i looked at billie sideways. "why didn't billie take you downstairs and get you something to eat?" i asked, she shrugged "she was tired" is what her answer was. i looked over at billie again and she was facing the other way, hiding from me.

i sat up and slapped the back of her head, "go brush your teeth" i told her. billie nodded before getting up and going into the bathroom. "c'mon ez, let's go" i said, she grabbed my hand and we made our way downstairs.

ezra played with the dogs while i began making breakfast. i was making oatmeal with almond milk because i use it to have cereal and because i don't like regular milk, and it was vegan so billie could drink it too.

and that was the other only vegan thing in my entire house, so that was really the only option. and besides, ezra loves oatmeal too so it's not that big of an issue.

while i was finishing up plating the food, a pair of arms wrapped themselves around my waist. billie rested her head on my shoulder and pressed an innocent kiss to my neck.

after that, she left to go play with ezra and the dogs, but the moment she got there ezra shot up and ran over to me.

i heard billie gasp in a very over exaggerated manner, i giggled. "aunty, is the food ready yet?" she asked. "yup, go get billie for me" i said, she ran back to the living room shouting, "aunty! aunty!"

i was confused, because she wasn't calling billie aunty before but it was cute nonetheless. i watched the two of them while putting the bowls at the table.

billie didn't reply to her for a bit, thinking that she was talking to me. when ezra started tapping her, she turned around. "aunty, breakfast's ready" ezra smiled, jumping on her back.

billie shot me a confused look before smiling shyly. she stood up and carried ezra to the table and sat her down on the chair that had her plate in front of it.

i was in the middle and she was on the other side of me. the three of us ate and we listened to ezra talk about the most random things, some of which were gibberish.

"one of us should go live on instagram" billie blurted out, i looked at her. "i haven't talked to my people in a while, maybe i should" i mumbled. "yes! do it!" she yelled.

"so you wanna be in it...?" i trailed off, she shook her head, "they can like, see the back of my head or something. ooh! we should tease them about us" she smiled. i shrugged, "i wanna go too" ezra frowned.

"of course, babe" i smiled at her, she cheesed. after we finished eating, i washed up the dishes and decided to do the live in my room.

billie and ezra followed me up there and i stood my phone up, using a pillow but they could still see the door. i started the live and so many people joined.

the comments were flooded with different variations of 'we miss you' and 'where have you been'. i smiled, "awe, i missed all of you. you're so sweet" i giggled, billie smiled up at me and i scrunched my nose.

then i saw more comments about ezra and the dogs. theo and violet didn't mind showing her face because everyone was super sweet, and they all loved her. theo also liked the attention that my fans gave him which was funny.

i gasped, "guys i got a new puppy, no way i forgot to show you" i mumbled, "okay, you guys wanna see ezra first, so i'll show her and then bring in the dogs, they're all downstairs" i said.

"ezra, c'mere" i said, she squealed really loudly. billie was trying to hold in her laughter as i began reading out the questions that they were asking her. most of it was basic stuff you'd ask a kid like what their favourite colour was and things like that.

eventually ezra got bored, announced it and then left the room to go downstairs.

"baby, can you get the dogs?" i asked billie. she nodded and i thanked her. "who's that.." i mumbled, reading another comment.

i sent a little shy smile. "my girl, don't get too crazy 'cause i don't want you guys to know anything yet" i said, just then billie walked in with the dogs, but went in sideways so they wouldn't see her. i burst out laughing, and she started laughing too.

"okay, the dogs" i started. zeus jumped up onto the bed and i moved so they could see him, "zeus, still lazy as usual" i giggled. turtle was next and she laid herself across my lap, "turtle," i said, and then picked up jupiter, who was now the size of my arm.

"this is my lil' jupiter, i got him maybe... three of four weeks before coachella." i said, kissing his little nose. he shoved himself in between me and turtle. "he's so clingy" i laughed.

"okay, so the real reason that i came on here was because i wanted to let all of you know a little about why i haven't posted on anything since coachella" i said, stealing a glance at billie who was giving me a reassuring smile.

"so, andrew and i officially broke up weeks ago, and i haven't been doing very well so i just needed a break. i can't guarantee that i'll be officially back anytime soon but i won't leave you guys dry again" i frowned.

i talked to them some more before i decided to end it, 'cause i just wanted to lay in bed and cuddle with billie.

a/n hey yall 😬😬😬

im so sorry for leaving and not updating for a long time, it deadass slipped my mind that i have to update and i've been super busy with school and also dealing with the mood that comes with seasons changing so im really sorry

i hope yall forgive me, love u guys and take care of yourselves ❤️