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Wha..tt...Ju..ngkook are ..you even in yo..ur .se..nse

I am ashamed of whatever i did Tae, I dont know how i am gonna face her now,I feel sorry for her

Taehyung was just standing there emotionlessly, he dint know how to react

And jungkook continued his crocodile tears

he hugged taehyung and started telling him the last night incident but with a little chages in it

all the time he had that dirty smirk on his face....

Me and y/n we both were drunk, and tae it was y/n who initiated first, I mean obviously i am not blaming her

but i should have make her understand rather than end up losing control over my body, we were intoxicated, and we did the biggest sin, I don't have any right to live Taehyung please kill me please, please

i cant live with this shame,i would never be able to face y/n,i should have stopped her,i should have left the home, i should have done anything but not the shameful thing which i did last night,i should have made her understand that whatever feelings she keeps for me are wrong

but insted of making her understand whats wrong and whats right the stupid side of mine started to ignore her and started behaving cold with her only in the hope that my rude behaviour could make it easy for her to drop her love for me,but i was wrong taehyung ,i was wrong because the rude act of mine made her emotionally weak and she barged into my room all intoxicated and proposed me

the innocence in her eyes the way she was holding my arm and pleading to not reject her made me weak,she admitted that she fall in love with me the day she saw me for the first time at my fathers fuenral and her love towards me got deepen when i took care of her and jay and she said she doesn't want me to leave her and jay ever alone,she even said that she would die if i ever think of another girl,and i lost it i lost the control over myself when her lips meet mine,and we made love the whole night,i shouldn't have done that taehyung.......

he was sobbing the whole time hugging taehyung tightly and taehyung he was just standing like a statue,his eyes were shedding tears making his surrounding blurred
Taehyung's whole world and all his dreams collapsed with the one statement

"SHE PROPOSED ME " the girl he loves,loves someone else,what could me more painful than this, he was planning to ask for y/n's hand for marriage from jungkook today but he dint ever think in his worst nightmare that he would ever get to know something like this,his heart is still not ready to accept this harsh reality,but he has to accept it and bear this pain

may be this was the reason y/n dint accept his proposal because all the time she has another man in her heart,as jungkook said she fall for him for the first time she saw him,he even proposed her yesterday when he took her to the amusement park,and what she did she said nothing,but she should have said no atleast may be then it would hurt less

but he knows that he cant force y/n to love him,he cant control her feeling,and that he knows really well,afterall he loves her and he should be happy to see her happy and his happiness lies in her happiness and if her happiness is jk then its fine,he is ready to bury his love for her in the corner of his heart,tho he would never be able to love again,he would never ever come between them and also he would say sorry to her to confess his love so that she would never feel awkward if they ever meet ever again,but he himself knows that even he dont have enough courage to see her with another man

Taehyung wiped his tears and respond to jk's hug

Hey buddy stop crying now,cm'on kook,there is no point in crying now,the damage had already done and you cant go back and fix it,you have to be strong okay not for you but for her too,and its your responsiblity to keep her happy and safe,be a man enough to accept your deeds and take a wise decision now just like a true gentleman,get up and go to her jk she needs you

Jungkook detached himself from taehyungs hug,and both the males looked in eachothers teary eyes

taehyung breaks the eye contact,it was hard for him to look at jk,he was feeling an uneasyness but he tried to not show any gimlps of his broken heart to jungkook,so tried he iniciate the conversation himself to make the envoronment a little light

Jungkook you love her,taehyung asked

I dont know taehyung,but i cant break her heart,but

But what

Isnt it a sin to fall for your step sister,jungkook said

She isnt your step sister jungkook,taehyung replied

I know but,still i mean,yes i know and everone knows that y/n is adopted but still she holds the tag of my step sister,and this is the only thing which is making me more ashamed,even y/n tried to make me understand this thing that she is not my step sister when we tried to get intimate for the first time,i mean i dont know how to say it but now you know everything so you have full right to know the whole story,taehyung its about a month ago when y/n had the worst emotional breakdown because of the past incidents i mean my dad's suicide and her mothers murder evrything,you know those memories left the harsh wounds on her brain and this is the reason she get those haunting nightmares often,and that day also she broke down after having that horrible nightmare

and i was consolling her,i was trying to make her calm but her touches it felt weried ,she said she needs me to heal her pain,and believe me taehyung i went blank that time completly blank but her miserable crying state dint let me to leave her and when she touched my most private area,i mean only i know how i resisted myself from not having her that day,we eat eachother out,we did oral s€x,i know its shameful but it happend, and i completly ignored her after that incident but how can i ignore her now when she threatened me to take her life if i left her

taehyung i have no one i already lost my dad in the worst possible way and now i really have no strenght left to bear the pain of losing y/n and jay they are the only reason i am still alive

Jungkook started crying again,his eyes were flowing tears,he was sobbing like a child

I dont know what to do now,Taehyung i dont know.....

MARRY HER JUNGKOOK........

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Jay see how me and your noona look together

You are handsome and noona is beautiful

Ohhh no little boy,i mean tell me how me and your noona will look as a couple

Couple????

Just Like a prince and the princess
You mean cinderella and prince charming ommo hyung noona is cinderella

Yes jay and i am her prince charming
Wow hyung,why dint you tell me before

Ohh jay because me and your nonna just decided to become the cendrella and the price charming

Whatt??

I am gonna marry your noona and then we will live happily ever after
Y/n was sitting on the couch like a lifeless person,she has jay's reports in her hand and it says that her brothers body stopped responding to the medicines he will die if he dint get the advanced treatment...........
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