𝐌𝐘 𝐀𝐁𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐑 𝟏𝟖+

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟑𝟎 18+

The couple is still soabing in eachothers arms,they only have each others shoulders to cry on

y/n is in her most emotionally vulnarable state these days,she has no one around to cry her heart out except the one who is the acutal reason of her miseries,but is she the only one who is shattered emotionally?

Jungkook is also sailing in the same boat.His life also was not a dream life but a scary dream no child wants to have, the juvinile home assaults still scares him,he has suffered a lot,mother died when he was a small kid,then that wicked step mom of his ruined his life completly. And when it came to things being right his father was not there, he had no one who could make him understand the difference between right and wrong, and finally he did what people often do in anger to take revenge, to reduce his trouble he ruined the life of that girl whom he always loved immensely and will keep doing it, if only his father was alive to take care of him and to be his support then maybe Today things would be different, maybe this girl who is crying in his arms because of the wounds given by him, might have been in love with him today.

Y/n="why god has given me these kids now,doesnt God loves me,am i not god's child,why god wants me to depend on you forever,why why tell me,doesn't he know i am afraid of you,why is he blocking every way for me to get out of your life,why please tell me why"

Tears are still coming out from their eyes

Jungkook wants to console her but he is not able to form a single word to make his wife understand that he is ashamed of his previous acts and he will do anything to give his wife the happiness she desrves,he will prove himself to be worlds best husband and worlds best dad,he knows the sin he did cant be forgiven.His regreat ,His sorry cannot give his wife what he already snached from her.

Y/n="Have you seen the couples in this store ,they are happy,they are happy to be with each other,they complete eachother,and now look at us,the most ruined couple ever,you still think that bringing these kids to this word is a good idea"

Jungkook said nothing just continued caressing y/n head

Y/n="i can never be a good mom,i will never love them,tell me how can i love these kids when i know that the man who fathered them inside me is my r@pist, i know that these kids will add more miseries to my already unfortunate fate,i can never love them,i hate them i hate them i hate these kids i hate you i hate you i hate you"

Jungkook="Could you be happy after taking the lives of these two innocent children? Can you ever forgive yourself? That girl who gave up everything for the kid who is not even her real brother? Could that girl kill the children she is nurturing in her own womb? Everything is my fault, not these innocent children; it is me who have done wrong with you. These children are not at fault.it is not only you who are unlucky here, it is our children too. They are so unfortunate that due to the deeds of their father, their mother hates them . She hates them to the extent that she leaves no chance curse them every day"

Y/n i swear on my deceased parents i did not make you pregnent intentionally,yes i agree that i literally planned to insert my seeds inside you to keep you tied to me forever but please beleive me our kids happend to us in the most unplanned way,i dint have any intension to get intimate with you that day,i swear baby that day it happend,our kids happend ,it was all god's plan,just punish me the way you want but please baby please dont curse these kids i am the culprit not them baby

i know i dont deserve your forgiveness but please dont hurt yourself more because of me baby,how can i make you understand that i wont hurt you,i cant think of hurting you,i love you princess i love you from the bottom of my heart,you rule my life baby,you are my queen,baby how can i make you understand that the kids wont bring any unfortunate ,believe me baby you will love them,our kids will fill our lives with happiness,i know i am the most selfish man to have the desire to keep you forever with me with our kids happily but y/n i am a human too,i craved for having a family always,i never get my parents love,i was small when my mother died dint even remember any moment with her,my father disowned me,i was one unfortunate kid and when i finally get a chance to have a family how can i myself let it go,i cant think of harming my my childres i cant think of losing you,i know you will hate me forever there are chances you wont care for the kids too but still i will fight till my last breath to build a happy family no matter if it takes my life too,i will never give up on my dream to have a family.