Jay Halstead Oneshots

Abuse Part 5

Jay pov
I walked off and rang an old friend
??: who's this?
Jay: Ty it's Jay
Ty: Halstead?
Jay: yeah
Ty: what's up man?
Jay: you still active?
Ty: yeah
Jay: Can I come over?
Ty: yeah man. I'm at my mama's house
Jay: thanks man
I walked to the house and knocked on the door
???: hey sweetie you okay?
Jay: yeah im here to see Ty
???: Jay?
Jay: hi Mrs Jackson
Mrs Jackson: oh Jay come in honey
She let me in
Mrs Jackson: how you doing honey?
Jay: oh erm fine
Mrs Jackson: you know I can tell when you're lying right
Jay: fine erm I might be going into care
Mrs Jackson: what about your dad?
Jay: he's the reason I'm going into care. Ever since mom died he was drinking more and he got back on the drugs
Mrs Jackson: he was hurting you?
Jay: yeah and it got to the point that it was getting worse. He tired to drown me
Mrs Jackson: im so sorry you had to deal with that. How come you didn't tell me? You used to come to me for everything
Jay: I guess because me and Ty haven't been close like we used to, I didn't want to seem like a burden
Mrs Jackson: you can always come to me Jay. How's things going with you and Ally?
Jay: good
Mrs Jackson: you still together?
Jay: yep
Mrs Jackson: wow you've been together for a while. Since you were 13?
Jay: yeah
TJ came down stairs
TJ: yo Jay
He dapped me up
Jay: just catching up
TJ: ma me and Jay are gonna go upstairs
Mrs Jackson: that's fine. You boys want anything
TJ: ma we have any Gatorade?
Mrs Jackson: yes Jay you want one?
Jay: yes please
She handed us 2 bottles each. We went upstairs and TJ put music on his speaker.
TJ: so how you been?
Jay: dad got arrested and I could be going into care again
TJ: why did he get arrested?
Jay: abuse
TJ: what?! You?
Jay: yep ever since mom died
TJ: im so sorry man. I should've been there for you
Jay: there's nothing you could have done. I would've just kept making excuse after excuse
TJ: what made you call me? Why did you wanna know if I was still active?
Jay: I needed some loud
TJ: what happened?
Jay: I gave a statement about dad and it just brought everything back
He rolled 2 joints and we just sat down smoking
Jay: im sorry that we're not as close as we used to be
TJ: there's nothing to be sorry about
Jay: I want us to be like before. Out causing trouble. You're like a brother to me and I shouldn't have let dad ruin it.
TJ: it doesn't matter. you're my little brother always have been always will be. It doesn't matter if we talk everyday or once a year
My phone was ringing but I just ignored it. After about 20 minutes there was a knock at the door. I heard a voice and it was Hank.
Jay: for fuck sake
TJ: what?
Jay: Hanks here
TJ: Hank Voight?
Jay: mhm
TJ: he's a cop. I've got a ton of weed in here. Jay seriously man
Jay: he won't care
Hank: Jay can you come down here a second?
I just ignored him
TJ: you don't wanna go down
Jay: im not in the mood to deal with him. I'm pissed off and I don't want to take it out on him.
There was a knock at the door
Jay: fuck off hank
The door opened. I was rolling a second joint
Hank: you don't need that Jay
Jay: you don't get to tell me what I need or don't need
Hank: Jay
Jay: you're not my dad
Hank: I know that Jay
Jay: you're not my dad okay. I don't have a dad. He's a narcissist asshole. I didn't need him and I certainly don't need you.
Hank: just listen
Jay: im sick of listening
I lit my joint and took a few puffs.
Hank: I spoke to George and I tried my best Jay
Jay: no you didn't. If you tried your best you would've got the extension. You can get people to cover up your dodgy work all the time but you can't get someone to extend the foster license. That's bullshit
Hank: he's found you a group home
Jay: im not going
Hank: you have no choice
Jay: what about Will?
Hank: he's in college. You can't stay with him Jay
Jay: then I'll just go home. I can look after myself. I've been doing fine on my own
Hank: you know that can't happen
Jay: he said he found me a foster home he never said it was a group home.
Hank: the foster family pulled out
Jay: my own dad didn't want me so why are we expecting strangers to?
Hank: Jay this is out of my hands
Jay: I don't give a fuck. I'm done with speaking to you. Fuck off
I went downstairs and Hank and TJ followed
Miss Jackson: what's going on?
Hank: Jay just calm down
Jay: you don't get to tell me to calm the fuck down. I'm staying at the Carson's.
Hank: you go back there then the police will just remove you from the house
Miss Jackson: what if he stays with me? I have a valid foster license. I have a high paying job and Jay knows me.
Hank: DCFS will do a review but until then Jay you'll have to go to the group home
Jay: I told you im not going to the fucking group home
Hank: but Jay
Jay: you're not fucking listening to me
Hank: Jay im trying here
Jay: if this was Justin you would have pulled some strings. Why can't you do that for me?
Hank: Jay please. It'll only be for a couple days a week at most
Jay: I don't want to spend a day there especially tomorrow
TJ: Jay

TJ pov
Jay was getting angry and him and Hank kept going back and forth. He pushed Hank and walked out of the house.
Ma: Hank I think you should leave
Hank: I'll be back later for Jay
Hank left
TJ: ma im gonna look for Jay
Ma: be careful
TJ: I will ma
I left and was walking around going to places I know Jay hangs out or used to. Then I remembered what day it was tomorrow. I got the bus to Canaryville and went to buy flowers before heading to the cemetery where I found Jay crying. I walked over and laid the flowers down.
Jay: how'd you know I was here?
TJ: well you said you didn't want to spend a day let alone tomorrow in the group home and I clocked why
Jay: she would've been turning 40.
TJ: im so sorry Jay
Jay: it's whatever
TJ: I hate seeing you like this. What can I do to help you?
Jay: nothing. You can't bring her back.
I sat beside Jay and he put his head on my shoulder.
TJ: you know im always here right?
Jay: mhm
Jay was struggling and I felt at a loss .
TJ: what would you say to your mom if she were here?
Jay: that im sorry. I'm sorry for what I said. I understand that she was just trying to protect me and that I love her. Do you know what the last thing I said to her was?
TJ: I don't think so
Jay: I said that I hated her and I would never forgive her. I didn't get to tell her I didn't mean it. We had an argument and she died thinking I hated her
TJ: oh yeah I remember.
It was starting to rain. We should get going
Jay: im gonna stay here
TJ: no you're not Jay. You'll make yourself ill