The Pain We Carry - KageHina (Hinata Angst)

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Hinata POV
Consequences? What does that even mean. And what does it have to do with Natsu?

Then it hit me.

I immediately tried to wake up my sister. My body froze when I noticed she wasn't breathing. Tears fell done my face as I held my hand to her wrist.

She has no pulse.

She's dead.

I then noticed my father driving toward a far away cliff, that leads straight to the ocean. My heartbeat sped up as I realize we're driving to our deaths. But it doesn't matter anymore. I have no reason to life anymore. My little sister is dead, and there's nothing I can do to save her.

It's then that I receive a text from Kageyama. I read it quickly through tears.

'I overheard the conversation in the locker room. Are you okay?' I sniffle heavily as I reread the text over and over. Does he...care?

'Look, this is a really bad time but, I like you. And I just want you to be safe. If you're willing, you can come live with me, your little sister too.' My eyes froze at the last couple words. Is there really a happily ever after waiting for me? No, it can't be. I can't ever be happy again without my little sister, my favorite person, my comfort person, my best friend, and most importantly, the only family I had left.

I take short and shallow breaths as I feel a panic attack start. What am I supposed to do? I can't imagine living without her, my little ball of sunshine. Tears stream down my face as I sob loudly. My phone pings again.

'Please answer me. I just need to know you're okay' I look at the text and smile as I see the cliff getting closer and closer. I immediately send my location to the group chat with no words. I use my elbow to break the glass on the window, it hurt badly but it worked. I opened the car door through the outside as the inside is missing the handle and threw it open. Once the outside was visible, I grabbed my sister and jumped out. We rolled away from the car as I heard screaming before a crash. The car went over the cliff.

I sobbed as I held my sister tight, breathing or not I wasn't gonna let leave her there. I couldn't. She deserves a proper burial like our mother. Before long, a car pulled up next to us with my frightened teammates. They quickly get out and approach me.

"Oh my god, are you okay?!?" Suga asks as I see tears roll down his face as he sits next to me. He wraps his arms around me and brings me into a warm hug as I cry into his shoulder.

"What the hell happened?" Kageyama asks worriedly as I sob quietly.

"Was that car...your dad?" Daichi asks quietly as the other two stare at him in shock, but not as shocked as they were after I nodded my head in response.

"Holy shit, why was he trying to kill you two." Kageyama asked as I felt my breath hitch.

"He was trying to kill me, you can't kill what's already dead." I whisper. Daichi and Kageyama raised a brow as Suga gasped. I saw him cry as he checked the pulse of my sister and came to the same conclusion I did. It was after that that the other two out the pieces together.

"She's...dead." Daichi whispers out in disbelief. I nod my head yes as an answer as to his statement. I cry harder into Suga's arms as the group around me falls quiet.

"Yes...and it's all my fault."