I miss you, I'm sorry

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     The next week came and went. Summer felt like a drag to Daisy. Without a rehearsals or any form of a daily routine, the days all felt like a blur. 

     But, it was Friday again. Which meant another songwriting lesson with Luna. As much as she didn't want to, Daisy silently hoped that Lynn would be home just to see her face. She could feel herself slipping back into her younger self. They were so young but knew so much about each other it felt like they had known each other since birth. She used to be content with just a glance at Lynn, she was like a lovesick puppy back then. 

     As she got ready for her lesson, Daisy thought about the last movie night she had with Lynn before she decided to end their friendship.

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     Daisy's cozy bedroom, dimly lit with fairy lights. The scent of buttery popcorn wafts through the air. Daisy and Lynn are snuggled on her bed under a soft blanket, the movie "But, I'm a Cheerleader" playing on Daisy's laptop. "You know I hate this one! It's so over-the-top. Can't we watch like an Adam Sandler movie or something?"

     As the opening credits roll, Daisy steals a glance at Lynn. Her heart skips a beat as she takes in the way Lynn's hair falls softly over her shoulder, how she bites her lip when she's paying attention. Daisy's mind drifts.

     Why is it so hard to just be honest? We've been friends forever. I should be able to tell her how I feel, but every time I think about it, I freeze up. What if it ruins everything?

     The characters on screen begin to navigate their identities, and Daisy feels a pang of longing. The vibrant colors and cheerful music contrast with the knot in her stomach.  "Look at that stupid cheer squad! They take themselves way too seriously."

     "Hey!  What if I decided to be a cheerleader when we get to high school? Would it be so stupid then? Hmmmm?" If only life were that simple. Just a cheer routine, a smile, and everything would be perfect. But it's not. I wish I could just come out and say, "Lynn, I like you." But what if she doesn't feel the same?

     As the movie unfolds, Daisy watches Lynn closely, mesmerized by her laughter. Each chuckle feels like a little spark, igniting something deep within her. "Okay I'll admit this. scene is kinda good. The way they're all discovering who they really are is just... so freeing."

     "Totally. It's brave of them." Brave. That's exactly what I need to be. But how can I be brave when my heart is so tangled up? Every time I think of telling her, it feels like I'm standing at the edge of a cliff. What if I jump and there's no one to catch me?

     A romantic moment between the characters plays out, and Daisy's heart races. The movie progresses, and Daisy feels the air between them shift. Lynn was actually starting to like the movie, even though she'd never admit it. Each laugh from the athlete feels electric, and Daisy's pulse quickens.

     "You know, you're way more like a cheerleader than you think." Daisy looks at Lynn. A confused look on her face. "Like you're always so positive and supportive. And you're at nearly every single one of my games just to cheer me on"

     Daisy smiles, trying to hide the blush growing on her cheeks. "Thanks, I guess."

     If only she knew the effect she had on her. But what if it's just friendship for her? I can't take that risk... can I?

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