Rebuilt Love

Part 61

" why is wedding planning so stressful" Alessia asked shutting her laptop 

" because your overthinking everything" I tell her

" I just wanted everything to be perfect for everyone" she sighs 

" the only people it has to be perfect for is me and you" I tell her

" how are you so laid back about this?" she asked 

" for me, my days already perfect because by the end of it I will be married to you" I tell her 

" I don't know whether if I find that cute or cringe" Alessia laughs 

" that's just rude" I laugh.

" hey guys" Becky says walking into the living room. Yes Becky still lives with us, it's been a few months now and basically Becky's mum has told Becky not to come back home and has basically chosen her boyfriend over Becky so me and Alessia both agreed that Becky officially move in with us until she finds somewhere but we told her not to rush, to save up and continue to work hard. 

" hey" Alessia smiles

" what's up?" I ask  

" I'm, uh. I'm going to meet my mum"  she says 

" oh cool, you back for dinner?" I asked 

" probably not" she says 

" alright, have fun" I say

" bye" Alessia says and I can tell Alessia is thinking about something

" bye" Becky says and leaves the house. 

" what's up?" I ask Alessia

" I just don't want her to get her hopes up with her mum" Alessia say softly 

" I know, but at the end of the day it's her mum and that's how she's always going to view it" I say 

"I know" Alessia says sadly. 

" we can't do much apart from be there for her when she needs us, she is technically an adult she needs to make her own decisions" I say 

" I know" she says again. 

" so, what have you got planned?" I ask nodding towards the laptop.

" oh, here" she says excitedly and opens the laptop. 

" I wanted to show you something and go through something with you" she says 

" okay" I chuckle. 

Me and Alessia go through some wedding stuff for the next few hours and then we shower together and then get our stuff ready for work tomorrow. 

I'm just about to fall asleep and Alessia is already asleep and my phone rings, I lean over to get it and Becky's name flashes up on the screen. 

" hey" I say 

" can you come and get me please" she sniffs as though she is crying. I sit up

" where are you" I ask climbing out of bed. 

" I'm near my mums" she says

" okay, hang tight" I say and I put then phone down and get dressed

" what's happened" Alessia asked sleepily 

"oh, I'm just going to get Becky" I tell her. Alessia just nods and lays back down.   

I drive to the location Becky sent me and then I text her to say that I arrived and a few moments later Becky climbs into the passenger seat.

 " you okay" I ask 

" I should've known better" she says in a whisper 

" what happened" I asked

 " we went for a meal and it went great, we truly bonded, it felt like us again. We came back here and he came home and he ruined everything and of course my mum sides with him and I just wanted out" she explains tearing up.

" that's shit, I'm sorry" I tell her

" I'm sorry I've became a burden again, I will be out of your and Less's hair soon" she says 

" hey, we got you. No rush, okay" I tell her and she just nods. 

We get home and Becky heads straight to her room and I head to mine. Alessia is asleep, I change back into my nightwear and climb back into bed. 

" everything okay?" Alessia mumbles as she snuggles into me.

" yeah, she'll be alright" I say and I wrap my arm around Alessia and pull her closer and go to sleep. 

 Time goes on and as the weeks fly by we get more planning done and we have a venue booked, and pretty much everything else that comes with it. We booked our honeymoon, we are going to Italy so Less can show me her Italian side a bit more. 

Me and Less go to the venue to have a look at it and plan the lay out and everything and we are happy with it and then we send out the invitations to our friends and family. 

Other then wedding planning life hasn't really been exciting and has remained the same, we both just work. Alessia travels with Arsenal and England, when she does I go and annoy Emma and Simon or/ and April or me and Becky will stay in and order some food and watch shitty tv. 

As the wedding comes up I get more and more anxious and I don't really know why, a bit like Alessia I don't really like being centre of attention or being watched but I know it will be worth it in the end as I get to call the love of my life, Alessia Russo my wife and then get to spend two weeks in Italy with her. 

Alessia is super excited though because Ella and Joe are coming down to stay for the wedding and seeing Alessia so excited makes me feel excited. In general though, I just can't wait to get this day  over with so I can finally call Alessia my wife.