"i cant love you..." --------JEONGCHAN FF

{CHAPTER 15}--Graduation--

A/N: there is gonna be a HUGE time skip. so sorry but I really want to get to the good parts that I have in mind. 

Six months have passed and the school year was over, everyone was happy but jeongin wasn't because chan was going to go off to college and he wouldn't be here for jeongins 17 birthday. Chan and jeongin were at their house. 
Jeongin was helping chan pack for college. Jeongin was frowning the whole time. Chan noticed. "Baby...." Chan began. "I'm fine, I'm happy for you..." Jeongin said looking down. "hey, I know you'll miss me but you can come visit, I will only be a few hours away... and you are gonna go to college there when you graduate too...." Chan said with a smile. 
"i'll be bored without you..." Jeongin whined. "aw, poor baby, you can visit me anytime, on weekends and during breaks..." Chan said as he hugs jeongin. jeongin hugs back. "I guess.... can I at least come with you today? to help you move in?" Jeongin begged. 
Chan sighed and pulled away with a smile. "ok, fine..." Chan said as he ruffled Jeongins hair. "thank you, thank you, thank you!!" Jeongin said as he bounces up and down. chan smiled at jeongins cuteness. 
"ok, ok.... Help me finish packing my beautiful baby boy...." Chan said with a smile. Jeongin blushed at the nickname. 
They finished packing and then went downstairs. They walked outside and went into chans car after putting chans stuff into the trunk. Chan started driving. "so, chan.... when your off at college, I decided I'm gonna live with my aunt..." Jeongin said. 
"The mean one?" Chan asked. "yeah..." Jeongin nods. "why? she was so mean to you..." Chan said as he glanced at jeongin. "I know, but I'll be fine.... I will be 17 soon, so she wont be able to hurt me as much and tell me to not visit you...." Jeongin said. 
"if you say so, but I don't want you to get hurt...." Chan said worriedly. "i'll be fine, anyways... tonight will be our last night together for a bit, because after your graduation tomorrow you'll be gone..." Jeongin said. "yeah, but its ok... we will stay up all night if you want to..." Chan said with a smile. 
"yeah..." Jeongin agreed. "good..." Chan said as he help Jeongins hand and drove to the college he was soon going to attend. 

they got to the college within three hours. chan parked in the parking lot. they got out of the car and got chans stuff from the trunk. they walked to where to dorms were and walked in. they found where chan's dorm was gonna be and then walked in. 
They saw that it was fairly big and someone already claimed one side of the room so chan and jeongin put chans things on the other bed. "this is nice..." Jeongin said looking around the room. "yeah..." Chan said as he back hugged jeongin. 
Jeongin smiled and turned around so he could hug him back. Chan kissed jeongin and jeongin kissed back. 
A few minutes later someone cleared their throat. Chan and jeongin pulled away from each other and saw a emo looking girl standing at the door. "uh, sorry..." Jeongin mumbled confused. 
"hi, sorry, who are you...?" Chan asked. "I'm guessing I'm one of your guys' roommates..." The girl said. "uh, your my roommate..." Chan said. "oh, cool.... Im ana!" The girl named Ana said. "how am I a roommate with a girl?" Chan asked out loud. 
"oh, probably because I'm lesbian and by the looks of it you gay?" Ana asked. "I'm bisexual and probably now that I think about it...." Chan said nodding. "what are your guys' names?" Ana asked sitting on her bed. 
"I'm Christopher Bahng but you can call me chan.... and this is my lovely boyfriend Yang Jeongin...." Chan said putting his arm around Jeongins waist. "aw, that's cute! how old are you guys?" Ana asked. 
"I'm turning 19 in a week and jeongin turns 17 in a few weeks...." Chan said with a smile. "ohh, how long have you been together?" Ana asked. "almost a year..." Jeongin said. "that's cute, I have a girlfriend that I've been with for about 4 months..." Ana said. 
"that's awesome, its nice to meet you...." Chan said with a smile. "same, I'm so happy to make friends with you two, jeongin are you gonna visit alot?" Ana asked with a nice smile. "yeah, i'll try..." Jeongin nodded. "I have to go, jeongin and I have to be up early tomorrow because its my graduation..." Chan said. 
"ok, see you two soon!" Ana said with a wave. "i'll be back tomorrow..." Chan said. "ok..." Ana nods. "have a good night, Ana..." jeongin said with a smile. "you too, jeongin!" Ana said. chan and jeongin then left. 
The two went back to the car and chan started to drive back home. "your roommate seems nice..." Jeongin commented. chan nods. "yeah, she does..." Chan said as he puts his hand on jeongins thigh. Jeongin smiled. 
They drove back home and got out of the car. they went inside and then went upstairs. they went into their bedroom and jeongin laid down on the bed. chan smirked and got on top of him. Jeongin smiled. 
"well, hello there..." Jeongin said. "hey, baby boy...." Chan said and then kissed his boyfriend. Jeongin kissed back. chan then started to kiss Jeongins neck earning small moans from the younger. 
Chan started to trail the kisses down Jeongins neck. when chan found Jeongins sweet spot he started nibbling and sucking on his neck leaving small blue and purple hickeys. jeongin moaned louder and put his hands on chans chest. 
Chan grinded himself against the younger making jeongin moan ever louder. the two had sex for hours on end without  a break. they just wanted to spend as much time together as possible before chan went to college the next day. 
They fell asleep at around 2 AM after watching a movie. 
The next day, chan woke up early and saw jeongin laying on his stomach deep in sleep. chan smiled and shook jeongin. "baby, its time to get up..." Chan said softly. jeongin groaned. "come on, we don't want to be late for my graduation...." Chan said. 
Jeongin sighed and sat up in a daze. Chan smiled after seeing all of the hickeys that he gave jeongin the night before. "you look pretty with those hickeys...." Chan commented. "chan!~ ugh, its way to early for this!" Jeongin whined. 
Chan chuckled and kissed Jeongins cheek before getting up and getting dressed. jeongin got dressed also and fixed his messy hair. 
The two then went downstairs and got their shoes on and chan grabbed his graduation robe and cap. The two then walked out the door and went into chans car. They started driving. "before I leave later, I promise we can make out one last time...." Chan said. 
"good..." Jeongin said with a nod. "last night was amazing, you know.... best night ever...." Chan said as he remembered the events of last night. "yeah, but also tiring..." Jeongin said with a yawn and chan chuckled. 
A few minutes later and chan pulled into the school parking lot, the two see a bunch of the seniors wearing the cap and gown. chan put his on quickly before he and jeongin got out of the car. They walked to their friends hand in hand. 
they see, changbin and Minho in their graduation gowns as well. "hey guys!" Chan greeted his and Jeongins friends. "hey, man, you ready to finally be done with high school!?" Changbin asked. "yeah, but now we have to go to college...." Chan said. 
"I can't believe all three of us got accepted into the same college!" Minho said. "yeah, its awesome..!" Chan said as he pulled his boyfriend closer to him. "the ceremony is going to start soon, we should get going!" Jisung yelled as he grabbed Jeongins hand. 
Jeongin let go of chans hand and waved goodbye at him. "see you after you get your diploma..." jeongin said with a small smile. "see you my love...." Chan said. 
Jeongin, jisung, Felix, seungmin and hyunjin then walked away to the football field so that they could get a seat in the front row. They sat down and then sighed. "we should all have a sleepover tonight as emotional support since our boyfriends are going to college and leaving us here..." Felix said. 
"yeah, great idea!" Jisung said happy. "I'm not going away though?" Hyunjin said confused. "yeah, but the me, jeongin and felix's boyfriends are leaving..." Jisung said rolling his eyes. "yeah, makes sense..." Hyunjin said. 
"yeah, I could have a sleepover..." Seungmin said with a nod. "me too..." Hyunjin said. They all agreed to have the sleepover at jisung's house. 
The ceremony then started and everyone quieted down. the principle started talking and then started calling the graduates to come up on stage and get their diplomas. when chan, changbin and Minho were called to go get theirs, Felix, jeongin, hyunjin, jisung and seungmin were the loudest screaming in the crowd. 
Jeongin took pictures of when chan was up on the stage getting his diploma. soon, all of the seniors were up on the stage and talking one last senior photo before they were officially done with the school. 
A bit later, hyunjin, seungmin, jisung. Felix and jeongin went and found changbin, Minho and chan. Jeongin went to chan and gave him a hug. "congratulations Channie!" jeongin said with a big smile. "thank you, my baby..." Chan said as he hugged back. 
jeongin pulled away a few minutes later and held chans hand. "when do you have to leave?" Jeongin asked. "soon..." Chan said. jeongin frowned. "oh..."
Chan looked at jeongin. "lets go to my car..." Chan suggested. Jeongin sighed and nodded. The two went to chans car and got in. chan locked the doors and turned to jeongin. "I promised you one last make out session before I leave..." Chan said. 
Jeongin nodded before chan kissed him. jeongin kissed back and put a hand on chans arm. chan put a hand on jeongins leg. They started making out. it was getting intense because jeongin climbed across the seat and sat on chans lap by straddling him. chan groaned because he wanted to fuck jeongin right here and right now but he knew he couldn't because he had to leave in a few minutes. 
Jeongin grinded against chan and chan groaned again in pleasure. Jeongin moaned a bit. chan bit Jeongins bottom lip. jeongin whined because he didn't want chan to leave. a few seconds later the two were just kissing normally now and tears started to run down Jeongins face. chan noticed and pulled away. 
"why are you crying, baby?" Chan asked out of breathe. "i-i don't want y-you to g-go..." Jeongin sobbed and chan pulled him closer into a hug. "its ok baby... I love you, ok? I don't want to leave either but I have to..." Chan said. 
"i-i know..." Jeongin sniffled and nuzzled his face in the crook of chans neck. chan looked at the time on his watch and then sighed. "I have to go, jeongin...." Chan said sadly. Jeongin pulled away and wiped his tears. 
"I'm really sorry..." Chan said as he wiped Jeongins tears for him. Jeongin got off of chan and opened the car door. chan sighed and looked at jeongin. "I love you, I will see you soon my love...." Chan said before pecking Jeongins lips. 
Jeongin sniffled. "i-i love you t-too...." Jeongin said. Chan smiled before closing the car door and driving away. jeongin stood there for a second before he started crying again. hyunjin, seungmin, jisung and Felix went to him and all gave him a hug. 
after that they all went to Jisungs house and had that sleepover and they played games and watched movies all night. 

A/N: hope you liked this, sorry it was sad at the end!! bye pookie bears!!