"i cant love you..." --------JEONGCHAN FF

{CHAPTER 18}--Changlix--

A/N: I'm really sorry if this is like really short. I'm trying to think of a good convo that changlix can have to make up and shit. 
WARNING:SLIGHT SMUT. READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION. 

it is the same morning as Ana and chan's argument and jeongin and chan's conversation. Felix was out with jisung in the morning to get out of the dorms because he didn't really want to see changbin with another guy or girl. 
Felix knew he had to go back to the dorms so he sighed and looked at Jisung. "I have to go back, I shouldn't just leave the dorms because changbin wants to be a whore..." Felix said as he stood up. "are you sure?" Jisung asked concerned. 
"yeah, he and I do need to work out our problems too...." Felix said with a small smile. "lix-... do you want to get back together with him?" Jisung asked furrowing his eyebrows. "yeah, i really do... but, im not gonna force him into a relationship if he doesnt want it..." Felix said with a long sigh and jisung nodded smiling. 
"good luck lix-... and you can come find me if anything goes wrong or a fight happens... i'll always be here to listen to you..." Jisung said. "thanks, ji.... Love you..." Felix said smiling. "love you too..." Jisung said as he waved felix away. 

felix sighed and walked slowly back to the dormitory building. he walks in and goes to the third floor and walked slowly down the hall to his and changbins dorm. he stopped in front of the door and sighed. 
He put his hand on the doorknob and sighed shakily. he slowly opened the door and walked in closing the door behind him. 
He saw changbin lying on his bed reading something on his phone. felix sighed and went to his own bed and sat down taking his shoes off. changbin looked at him and sighed. he put his phone down and watched felix. 
Felix went to his closet and got clothes out. he went to the bathroom and took a quick shower and got dressed. he dried his hair and hung the towel back up after he was done. he then walked out of the bathroom and sat on his bed. 
He scrolled through instagram on his phone. changbin sighed and sat up sitting on the edge of his bed and looked at Felix. 
"Felix..." Changbin said and Felix looked at him with a glare. changbin chuckled. "hey, I'm trying to be peaceful..." Changbin said smiling. Felix put his phone down. "what do you want changbin?" Felix asked. 
"I wanted to talk...." Changbin said. "fine, then talk...." Felix said rolling his eyes. "how are you? how have you been doing...? I know I see you everyday and shit but you've barely spoke two words to me...." Changbin said. 
"I wonder why.... anyways, I'm fine..." Felix said sighing shakily. Felix felt like crying but he didn't want to cry in front of changbin because he didn't want to seem weak in front of someone so strong. 
"Have you met anyone else yet?" Changbin asked frowning at the question. Felix looked at changbin and then shook his head. "no, I haven't.... have you...?" Felix asked slowly. "no, I just hook up..." Changbin said. 
Felix sniffled and nodded. "why haven't you found anyone yet? I hear all day people talking about how much they like you...." Changbin said frowning. "h-how could I...? how could I find someone else?" Felix said as he tear rolled down his face. 
Changbin furrowed his eyebrows. "what do you mean?" Changbin asked. "how could I find someone else when I'm still waiting for you!?" Felix yelled as he looked at changbin angrily with tears running down his face. 
Changbin looked at him surprised. "I told you... don't wait for me.... I want you to be happy, and your not happy with me..." Changbin said. "but, I was happy with you, but now I see you kissing and hooking up with other people and my heart breaks!!" Felix yelled as he started sobbing. changbin's face softens. 
"felix, I don't have any feelings for these people that I sleep with..." Changbin said. "I don't care! it still hurts! I hurts about how fast you moved on from me, when I haven't moved on!" Felix yelled. "who said I moved on?" Changbin asked raising an eyebrow. 
"I just know you have!" Felix said as he grabbed his pillow and sobbed into it. "Felix, I haven't moved on... That's why I'm hooking up with other people. because I want to get over you so that it doesn't hurt as much when you find someone else..." Changbin explained. 
"I wont find someone else.... I only ever wanted you..." Felix said as he wiped his tears. "I do too, but I just.... you have to understand that I will continue to hurt you if we date again..." Changbin said as he let a tear escape his eyes. 
"I don't care, I just want you to be with me again! you have no idea how hard life has been without you!" Felix said crying again. changbin was speechless. Felix couldnt stop the tears from rolling down his cheeks. 
Changbin nodded and then got up from his bed and went to Felix and sat down next to him. "ok, lix-... I'm sorry...." Changbin said as he put an arm around Felix. Felix hugged changbin and cried into his chest. 
Changbin patted felix's back. "i-i just want you back..." Felix sobbed harder. Changbin sighed. "ok, I want you back too... we can give it another chance..." Changbin said. Felix pulled away from changbin and wiped his eyes. 
"r-really?" Felix asked. changbin smiled and nodded. "yeah, of course...." Changbin said as he wiped a stray tear from felix's cheek. 
Felix kissed changbin and changbin kissed back. changbin put his hand on felix's thigh. Felix closes his eyes and deepens the kiss. Changbin pulled away and began kissing Felix neck earning soft moans from the younger. 
Felix laid back onto the bed as changbin got on top of him. Felix puts his hands on changbins chest and runs his fingers up and down. changbin started nibbling and sucking on felix's exposed neck leaving purple and blue hickeys all over. 
Felix moaned a bit louder. changbin smirked and kisses felix's lips once again. 
All emotion of sadness and anger were now gone and there was only the feeling of happiness and pleasure. Felix wrapped his legs around changbin and changbin grinded onto him and grunted as he liked that feeling. 
Just then, someone knocked on the door. changbin pulled away from the kiss and Felix groaned. "go answer it so we can continue...." Felix whined and changbin smiled. He kissed Felix once again before getting up and walking to the door. 
Changbin opened the door and saw one of the girl he hooked up with that goes by the name of Sarah. "hey, changbin, I'm feeling bored, are you also? wanna hook up?" Sarah asked as she tried to walk in. 
Changbin wouldn't let her in. "no." Changbin said. "huh? why?" Sarah asked crossing her arms. "because, I'm not hooking up with anyone else ever again..." Changbin said. "and whys that? do you just hate to be pleasured now?" Sarah demanded. 
Felix walked to the door and wrapped his arms around changbin. "no, because he's with me..." Felix said with a smile at the girl. "what? your dating Felix?" Sarah asked in disbelief. "yes, now please go..." Changbin said. 
"fine.." Sarah said before walking away. changbin closes the door and looked at Felix chuckling. "jealous, huh?" Changbin asked. "yeah, because I know she hooked up with you..." Felix said rolling his eyes. 
Changbin smiled. "now, back to what we were doing?" Changbin asked. "yeah..." Felix said before connecting his lips with changbin's again. 

A/N: heyyy, I'm so sorry if this was short! but pls enjoy!! love you all bbg's and bbb's!! now enjoy some changlix photos I got off of Pinterest.