faction over blood

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This is me, my name is Taylor I live inabnegation everyone calls us "stiff" because we are hard to bend out of our ways. Inabnegation we are selfless, we put everyone's needs before our own. I hate that I'm not like them, now I don't consider myself selfish but I do think about myself more then a regular person from abnegation would. I live with me dad and my step-mother . when I was 8 my mom died because her and my father got into a fight and she "fell' down the stairs, I know that's not what really happened I seen the whole thing. Right after my mom died my father got remarried to this evil witch named April. April hates me because everything she's asks me I question, I mean I'm not doing it to be rude but I feel as if I don't understand why your making me do something then I should be able to ask why and there should be a legit answer. After I started questioning April she told my dad that I needed to be punished, he hit me an I was scared to death, April told me if I told anyone my faction would kick me out for being selfless I was definitely scared to death so I kept my mouth because I didn't want to become factionless. Now I'm 16 and they abuse me everyday over something I didn't do or just because they fell like it they act like its some type of game to hit an threaten me.my older brother max left when he turned 16 because he hated it so much I never seen him again I'm numb to it not I think all my feelings over time just vanished as I felt alone in this world an no way out. I only have one friend her name is beatrice prior I meet her when me and my mom would go help feed the factionless any extra food, we became best friends when I was younger I use to go over her house and hang out but now my parents only let me out if I truly need to leave like for a ceremony or something. I sneek out sometimes an me and beatrice hang out and talk. Anyway I have to leave now tomorrow is aptitude testing.