faction over blood

14( not complete)

today's the day i start the second part of my training. I was sitting in this room sitting on this long bench with about 10 other people on the long bench next to me. I was waiting for my name to be called. I seen the door open and two people dragged molly out of the the room. My leg shook more and I herd my name called I sighed and got up and walked to the room an seen Eric standing next to this computer and a big chair in the middle of the room it sorta felt like I was going to take my aptitude test again I walked over to the chair and sat down he went over to the computer thing and grabbed this thing that looked like a needle and he said "I'm going to inject you with a serum that stimulus the part of your brain that process fear" I said "great" he said " it induces a hallucination and then transmitters in the serum allow me to see images in your mind" I said " you can see inside my mind" he just looked at me and said "ummhmm" he walked up to me and said "lay back" I did and he moved one of my curls and he put the needle in my neck I groan in pain and sigh when he pulls it out of my neck he said "your gonna be facing your worst fears Taylor most people have 10 to 15 really bad ones you have to calm yourself slow your heart rate and breathing and deal with what's in front of you" I look at him and he said "be brave" and then I close my eyes and

Now I'm in this room I'm sitting in a chair and i feel my hands tied behind my back I look around trying to find a way out. I don't see anything I hear voices outside the door but I couldn't make then out, the door then opens and I see this man standing there but I could not make out his face he starts to walk closer to me he pulls a knife out I close my eyes and say "this isn't real" to myself and I

I wake up and sit up really fast and Eric grabbed my arm and said "its ok" I run a hand through my hair and I'm breathing heavily Eric looks at me and said "how long did you think you were in the hallucination Taylor" I look at him a and say "I don't know, 20 minutes" he said "three, four times faster the the average, I never seen anyone do that on their first time, how did you you make the man disappear the image wasn't clear" I said "I just closed my eyes so I couldn't see him" he said "well next time it will be a lot easier" I stood up and said "I have to do that again" he said "yeah you have to practice several times before the final but I wouldn't worry about it your a natural you've got nothing to worry about" I sigh and walk out I go to the room and wait for Chris,will and Al to finish.
I smiled when I seen them come into the room we all sat down and we started talking about how each of our fears went Chris said "tay you didn't seem to have any problem" I said "me no no oh my god it was awful" Al said "oh come on nobody even came close to your time you were amazing" peter said "yeah what's amazing is that she's going to knock you right out of dauntless" Al said "shes not gonna knock me out of dauntless " peter said "she's gone from being the worst to one of the best, somebody's got to take her place at the bottom. Who's it gonna be" I sighed Chris said "do you ever stop talking" he said " I just want to know how she does it, what's your trick" I look at him and say "I don't have a trick" he said "nobody gets through it that fast why don't you tell us how you do it" I look away from him he then says " at least tell you're friends " he then walks away Al said "what's he talking about is there some way to make it easier" I said "no" they all look at me I said "I-i'm not doing anything, i just...do it"