•The 'Ass' In Assasin • GENMUI

chapter thirty four

Hey so sorry for the fucking huuuge break. I wrote a chapter but hated it and didn't publish and I seriously thought I did so and didn't need to write for ages but clearly not?

I've been getting ready for a convention and having to make a k1b0 for my partner and I to go as him and Miu from Danganronpa to the convention

I'll be Muichiro from when Yui died for the first day, k1b0 with partner second, and Anya and Daisuke from moutwashing for the third

Anyway I'm boring. Into the chap we go, sorry for the wait!

This chapter gets a bit dark so be careful <3 if you can't read, dw, that's absolutely okay

Mui POV

I backed away from the table slightly as I kept my gaze away from dad, 

“It's.. It's not what you think, I know that, okay?” I asked him as I stood there and stared at the letter.. 

I didn't dare read it but the look of his hand writing was almost haunting enough, I couldn't look at dad.. I couldn't.. I don't want to look him in the eyes right now.. I can't manage it

He went.. Silent..? Only for a little, I lifted my head up to see why he wasn't speaking

“Muichiro, please.. I want to know what happened”

“Isn't it obvious..?! It says it in the stupid letter, no? Why on earth would you be asking me..?!” I started to get defensive as I felt myself back away as if I were to speed off any moment.. 

“Muichiro, hey, bud, look at me-” he tried to wave a hand in front of me but I shoved it away the second he tried getting closer and I watched his expression change the second I did so, 

He seemed.. Disappointed? Or what it looked like was disappointment

“Please.. Please just leave me alone, I don't want to talk about it-” I pleaded as I felt tears come back up.. I didn't want this, I didn't want to talk about it.. 

He was never supposed to know.. Never.. 

I felt myself shrink up as I wrapped my arms around my torso and he just.. Stared.. 

It was.. Clear he'd never seen this side of me, no matter what happened, 

“Muichiro.. Come on, talk to me.. I won't be mad, I won't force you- just-”

“Leave me alone..” I sobbed as I started to break, 

“I can't talk to you about it.. I'll only disappoint you or myself..” I shook my head as I started to hurl.. 

I felt.. Sick.. Awful, I don't even know how I would describe it? 

He just looked me up and down and then looked back at the letter as he sighed,

“Do you actually know what happened or are you scared of telling me?” 

I blinked and just stood there, 

What kind of stupid fucking question is that? 

I huffed, “why else would I be so defensive if I didn't know..? Of course I do” I shrugged, rolling my eyes as he just sat there.. He looked at my seat and made a gesture for me to sit but I didn't want to

He just continued to talk, instead.. 

“The.. Morning that Aoi dropped you off, she said you were loopy.. I noticed it, too, whoever this dude is.. He did something to you, and you were either tipsy or blacked out, huh?”